You're my delicious flavour (:

You sucked me into your life.

2008-01-11T10:57:00.000-08:00

hello, i'm shifting blog soon , i guess. i've been busy. So, i'll stop blogging from nowonwards. :/ Yeah, that's all i can say, BUSY :) school, outings with my boyfriend and my bestfriends , and yadayada. i've been having fun . i will update ya'll as soon as possible. God, life is really tiring. london was good. Shopped alot these days. I get to hook up with my friends . I get to shisha , at last :D Daaaaaamn, life is good. haha.

Ah, anyways.

i'll be heading down to kl at night with the boyfriend and yeah, the rest as well.

so nights.

xx.

I think i found the perfect thing in my life.

2007-12-27T02:22:00.000-08:00

hello !

i havent blog about the days i spend with my bitchess ;) yah, i'll get on that when im free.

i'm currently in London. the weather here is unbelievable, seriously. it's 0 degrees Celsius here and it's frigging cold :/ But lucky for me, i brought tones of t-shirts and thick jackets :D Anyways, i went down to london/town to check out the yummyness food they served there. i went to Chinatown and the food there was the bomb :) well, the only thing is i dont like the service there. The workers there are so selfish -.- motherchautut, i almost wanted to spank them. so, we went to a funfair at Piccadilly circus. me, mum, tanya and my sis sat on some spinning ride thingy. My mum almost puked on the way out . haha, it's so funny . mhmmm, we ate, we shopped, we enjoyed the environment, went for a lil tour ride on the double Decker bus . hehh. Practically, i enjoyed every single thing in london. The people there are really nice and polite. i went to my aunty's house for a stayover. she cooked really delicious english cuisines. i likeeeee the turkey and ham the most . *slurp. Two thumbs up to everything . heh heh. i'm actually at my sister's flat now which is located near her university. It's damn comfortable here compared to my aunt's house. I can play my sister's laptop too - Give points to that ! :)

Me, mum and sis went for a tour at my sis's uni yesterday night. Mum claimed it's unsafe here but my sister denied -.- She said the people here aren't a sex maniac. what the hell.

It's 10.30am now in london. so, imma update you guys soon .

toodles.

Busy busy busy.

2007-12-20T00:49:00.000-08:00

Ohmygod, i've been really busy these days. so yeah, i'll make it quick cause im about to catch a movie soon.

Monday : Bangsar and sunway.

tuesday : ss4,ss2 and cititel.

wednesday : bangsar and daniel's house, taman tun.

thursday [ today ] : went to klang for breakfast and then to daniel's house for a chill out ;)

i'll explain everything when im free.

by the way,

i'm flying off to london this saturday :( damn, imma gonna miss my friends, my bestfriends and my love one <3

toodles.

You've turned me down.

2007-12-16T05:59:00.000-08:00

Ps : Forgive me, the dates are not in order.
Friday - 14th of december, night.

when i reached home from bangsar. i quickly took my bath and packed my clothes for a stayover at my friend's house. jeffrey picked me up around 6 ish. Bitto & jasmine were inside. we picked elvina up after that. We went off to pyramid. Visited daniel, abel, weilun they all. we went and eat at kenny rogers for dinner. we ordered a big portion of food, really it was damn feeling . Elvina suppose to go home after hanging out with us at pyramid, but in the end me and el found the perfect clubbing clothes. El tried it on and it fits perfectly. haha, i was in the dressing room with her and no we're not lesbo's please -.- she was just trying out my shorts. :) we walked around for a bit. we walked to lagoon for the battle of the band rock concert thingy. oh yeh,when we were on the way up, few perverts were taking pictures of us. BLOODY CHAU TUT . we all were scolding them and all but i guess they careless :) Mahai -.-

The battle of the band thing was kinda boring & we were sweating like hell. so, we went to a Bistro bar and chill. We drank chivas regal :D and cam whored. it was damn chilling. we wanted another one without paying it and one of the worker said he could give us free. but end up, they included the extra chivas shot into the bill. ish, what the hell weih. ptng steam tau ?

later, we met up with jeffrey . we went to ming tien [ taman megah] to look for daniel and all but they were not there. i guess we went to the wrong ''ming tien''. so, we decided to meet up with them at bar club. we went to a mamak nearby and waited for them. Around 12am, we were outside , settling the money. me, jasmine, elvina and bitto went in first. But the boys had problems going in. They had to pay cover charge :/ Few minutes, everything was okay. we drank, danced, and blahblahblah. it was FUCKING awesomeeeee. Abel got wasted -.- Me and jack had to take care of him. Well, mostly all of us were tipsy only.The guys were like monkeys. haha, they danced like physco people i tell you. they were ultimately high :S especially tanweilun. Me and elvina had the best dance ever. God, she's one of a dancer ! The songs in bar club's not bad. I can say bar club is way better than mardigras for sure. mhmmm. ooooh, i bumped into my sister's friends - Eunice, nic and all. It's good seeing them again. we chilled at the toilet cause we were tired and all. Lucky for me, i didnt get wasted .

When the club ended which was around 3 something , we went to the same mamak again. Abel puked on jeffrey :/ Damn. so it was dang late and all of us went home around 4 something in the morning. i didnt want to go home cause my parents were asleep, so i slept at my friend's house like i said. jeffrey, jon , albert and daniel slept over as well. Had a crazy night and we all slept at 7am :0

Saturday : 15th of december.

jon, jeff and albert woke me up in the middle of the morning which was 10 am ! bloody hell. But i refused to wake up. They fetched jon off to work and two of them came back. me, jeff and albert went to eat our lunch since we were all hungry. The rest were still sleeping , of course.
we went back to the house. al and jeff kept on forcing me to accompany them back and i was too tired to get my ass up. urgh, i only slept for like 4 hours and it's baddddddd. ohwell, I packed my things and jeffrey dropped me home. Albert and him chilled in my house while i was taking my fresh warm bath :) ah. we fetched albert back to his house and off i followed jeffrey to his house. i told his parents im his supervisor. haha. weirdddddd. i have to act like i'm 21 -.- and do i even look like one? uh uhhhhhh.
we picked up weilun and abel at The mines then we went to pyramid.Took a freaking long time just to find a parking and when we went back to the same place we were, i told jeffrey tht there was a parking there and he didnt know. haha, so my point is there was a parking there since we were first there but we couldnt see the spot until i found out . ish, wasted our time -.- We ate at mc dees, visited jon and all, wanted to skate but didnt have enough cash, walked around. Bumped into Zun :) we went to the new pyramid. it's not that bad :D Later,We shisha-ed at The sunshine. it was the bomb :) the best shisha ever i can say.

jeffrey dropped me home after tht.
I went to pavillion with mum, eunice and isaac. We ate at crystal stone. A very typical chinese restaurant. shopped and went home at about 10.30?

god, i went out the whole day man :/

Abel's gone !

:D
@ A mamak. Random shot .
haha, shhhh he's sleeping :)

He said im a noisy person :/

We love him :)
& We love each other.

jas, lun and i.
what the hell is jeffrey trying to show? ahha.

Bar club was awesomeeee.
My OHMYGOD clown :)
My ex crush. ahahhaha.
Crazy people.

Big cam whores -.-

Jon & jas.
Bitches in the block , yo.
Tipsy.

Chicks ;)
Jas & my bitch.

omg, you see the lady behind them. her bra's so obvious -.-

The black and whites.
Jasmine & i
I love mah bitch :)
elbitch.
@ Bar club yo

@ A mamak/Asian heritage.

The bomb !
:)

The battle of the band.

Munyih
Me and el @ bistro bar/lagoon.

awwwwh,so cutee.
@ lagoon.
<3>

Friday : 14th of december. , afternoon.

Alriight.

Abii picked me up and we went to the curve. we went to look for my clubbing dress but nothing caught my eyes. so, we headed to bangsar. Worst thing is, we took a cab there and it was raining heavily. me and abii couldnt bare with the rain. Not even a second. haha. Bimbos mah -.- Total cost for the ride was Rm14.50 ! :0, bloody fucking expensive . But abii decided to pay since i'm paying for the shisha :/ The usuals, we went to D'haven. we went to look for a dress once again. we went to cats whisker, mooie and gossips but there wasnt any nice dresses. Most of the dresses there are mainly for prom , so yah :/ we went to some boutique below Mooie. i bought the perfect dress, finally ! it's plain black and it fits me well :) it cost around Rm60, and luckily mum gave me 190. Guess what? i spend my money from 190 - 60. Abii owe me 14, but it doesnt make a big difference. God, i have been spending alot these days. New clothes are coming in and it's hard to shut my eyes and avoid them.It's hard :S. dont care lah, it's still a holiday :) anyways, we went to bangsar village 2 after tht. we walked everywhere. And every branded shops we go, we will just look around for a minute and walk off, whereas we were sorta broke . haha, i mean hey, the prices were really , WOAH ! Mummy lah, didnt give me enough money :( Right right. ehem, we went to look for azzy at D'haven. we yumcha at delicious. Me and abii were really crazy. I don't know what's wrong with us, but it was fun at that moment. As for me, i was being lame in a sarcastic way. get what i mean? :) i think im weird . My friends told me that i laugh like an evil hyena :/ Sad. But i have to admit, i do laugh like a hyena, i do :) & i'm proud of myself. heh. Spend our time at delicious for a while.

Azzy dropped me off around 5 something .

i love bangsar !

she loves bangsar too !

Cam whored.

My heartache The love.

At hartamas/breakers with shaun & elvina the bitch.
me, abii, bitch.

Sial - shaun -.-

Dudees, imma social smoker kay.
My bitch.

Cool ;)

At klcc/petaling street/Raileys with jin and jo :

TaKao ah ?!
My crazy dude.
Come laaaaah !
jin.
Prada <3> Super men !
What the hell is he looking at? :0
Ehem, we will save every single person in this world.Wooohoo !
Mr. strong jo. haha. :D
omg, he's fucking strong.

Super jin :) Super J's ! [ on
yummm jin (:
yum jo :)

at bangsar - tuesday,11th of december with azzy & abii

i like this.
Abiiiiiiiiiiiiii -.-
lol.
i love mah friends :)

Sunday : 16th of december.
Christmas is coming,Ring the bells <3>

When it's the right moment, i'll confess every single thing that's in my heart <3>

Didnt go to church today. i woke up around 1. followed my mum to Plaza hartamas for our late breakfast with aunty swee ying and uncle micheal. had a good meal :) then, me and mummy shopped again until 2 ish. we went down to klcc. Shopped again ! haha. shyte, mummy has been wasting a lot of money. i bought a few make ups from MAC. an eyeliner, eye shadow .Cost around Rm192 :/ damn expensive. but it's worth it.

i went to kl plaza to cut my hair :0
i cut my hair until below my shoulder. No regrets though :) heh. i love it. we went to aunty swee & micheal's house for dinner and then we headed home. it was a tiring day for me and i barely slept. so yah, imma go sleep now. Another day out with my bitches and bastards, tmr ;)

nights.

Yay (:

2007-12-13T10:37:00.001-08:00

Ah, clubbing @ bar club, kl and lagoon tmr with my bestfriends. Cant cant cant wait !

Telling me that you love me, doesnt prove anything.

2007-12-13T08:01:00.000-08:00

he looked pissed :/
Nerdy : azzy's specs.
hahahaa.
Alamak, abi's hair is all over my face.
Mine ; Hers.

Tinghuiyih.
Kanyanyee.

haha, joseph taught me this.
so, she did the same thing :)

[ ahhh, that's all. im so lazy to upload all the pictures.]

hello eyhlo hello eylo :)

Ah, it's been 2 days since i've stopped blogging. urgh, it's not a big difference anyway.

so, let me refresh my mind. i can hardly remember what i did for the last two days.

well,

One of the days :

joseph called me and asked me to accompany him to petaling street @ kl. sue jin tagged along with us . My driver picked me up around 12 something. joseph asked me to meet up with him at Raileys. I couldnt find my way there cause i wasnt familiar of that place, so as my driver. joseph was directing me to a place that i couldnt recognise at all.

joseph : There there , the pink coloured building !

jess : -.- there are so many 'pink' coloured buildings. which one are you talking about ?

haha, i couldnt see any chinese restaurant that was named as '' man lane''. ohwell, boo me. i dont really hangout at taman mayang.Cause if i'm always there, i'll be filling up my time by playing foosball. & yeah, i dont really play foos anymore .

mhmmmm. my driver dropped me at Raileys & i actually left my handphone in the car. so, my poor driver had to make one big round. Sadly , before i knew that i left it in the car.. he was already at kl. That's why i felt bad :/ but thankgod, he was okay with it.

we yumcha-ed at some coffee shop. Then, we took a monorail from kelana jaya to pasar seni/petaling street. it cost us Rm1.60, worth it :) we walked everywhere. we bought quite a few things. One thing i hate about petaling street is that, every indian guy/chinese guy/malay guy/ amos will be staring at chicks all the time. Especially when it comes to girls who wear tight jeans, or short skirt. It attracts just so you know. -.-

joseph was damn pissed when some guys were staring at me& giving me that ' look'. he was like : jessica, come near to me and dont go no where. haha, i think those idiotic perverts were going to snatch my bag or something. ah, i love him :) he's so caring laahh. :D

later, we went to a shop which sells every shirt that only cost Rm12.90. i know, so fucking cheap :) me, jo and jin bought a Superman shirt. we named ourselves ' Super j's ' :) haha. cool isnt it ? we bought and we wore it straight away. jin thought he was a super hero , that he could save anyone in the world -.- yeah, jin was the joker of the day. And the lamest one too. haha. he thought he could fly like superman with that shirt he wore -.- sigh, it's jin. we spend our time there for 4-5 hours. Really tiring.

we took a Lrt train from pasar seni to klcc. we went to the new food court to eat cause all of us were starving like hell. i didnt have enough money to spend myself, so since mum's office is just in front of klcc, i asked her to pass the money to her friend, aundrey to pass it to me. ahhh, at last :) i bought mc dees for dinner.

we waited for my driver at the entrance. he took [12132174901413] to come. it was frigging jam due to the people who came to kl for holiday :/

i didnt managed to sent jo and jin home cause my dad needs the car. sorry darlings :(

Reached home around 8pm. i ate again :0

slept.

Wednesday.

i went to ou for lunch with jo and the rest. we watched The golden compass again -.- but i was okay with it cause i liked the show. we ate sandwich for lunch. walked around. we went to osc as usual. we went to Sub to fix joseph's Gucci belt. After that, i went to rasta with abii cause we missed shisha-ing (:

i went home around 6 ish. When i was about to sleep around 7, azzy called me out for dinner. i had plans with shaun and elvina , so i told shaun that i will meet him at Rasta whereas, i told elvina that i will be fetching her from her house. we took 1 freaking hour to find her house. she stays at ss4, and obviously we didnt recognise the place. we were finding her house and we ended up at taylors college. What the hell right? :/ elvina was directing us to her house but we didnt really get her point cause Ss4 is so big. To kill our stressness, we were hearing ' techno song' and it helped alot :). In the end, we reached her house at 9.

azzy dropped us at Rasta. Met up with shaun at the bus stop. he waited for a very long time for us :/ we went to hartamas square. his friend , [ cant remember his name ] was there with us too. we played cho dai ti and shaun said that winner have to dare the loser to do something. And guess what was the dare? - French kiss. :0 well of course i didnt french kiss/A peck of kiss on anyone's cheek :) i had someone in mind . hehh. we shisha-ed of course. we got to know each other more and yeah it was one hell of a funny/lame talk.we went over to breakers. we played pool, foosed, , laughed , drank, took pictures and yadayada . Elvina said that shaun looks like ' ganja guru' . i have to admit, he do :)
Shaun kept on bugging me to play every single game with him. i mean, im not that 'expert' in games or what not. sigh, i played in the end. gah. Me and elvina were having a good talk with a sabahan girl. her name is Abii. hahaha. abii abii abii :) she's really hot, fyi :) she's nice too . she killed our boredom's as well.

it was a fun night :) i loved it.

Ming yu suppose to come but yeah he ffked -.- Amanda wanted to come but she had something on.

so,

we were suppose to hangout at the taman tun park, but unfortunately i wanted to go back cause i had to wake up very early in the morning to settle things up with my mum :)

went home pretty late. slept :)

Today :

i woke up around 12 ish. i went to bangsar with mummy and aunt. Had a bite at 4pm around bangsar. shopped for a bit. Went home around 7. Got dressed again and went off to The curve. chilled with them at Little penang. i didnt eat cause i was too full. i walked around for a bit. All of a sudden, i bumped into amanda and wesley :) tagged along with them . we went to vivo pizza and hanged out there for a while. we went to sanctuary cause wesley wanted to know more about The ice bar. he claimed it was COLD . haha. hell yeah it is.

they went home and i went to find mum and aunt.

we went home. jason kor and his girlfriend was here a moment ago.

hmmm, that's about it. i know it's a long post. Enjoy (:

ah, i will post up the pics soon.

Ps : sorry if i didnt post up the pics or anything. im pretty tired that's why.

Aren't we gonna live forever together ?

2007-12-11T07:08:00.000-08:00

Hi people :)

i've been really tight up with my plans and all , cause yeah today's a public holiday and everyone's in town.

yesterday , alzan picked me up from the house around 1 something for lunch. i suppose to go out with kyle but in the end he had other plans. so, i was talking to daniel on the phone. And azlan was sucha darling, he waited for me for like half and hour to talk. haha, i couldnt multi-task :/

i was talking to daniel about the plan that we discussed the other day.But the plan was not organised at all -.- Everything was all screwed up. Grh. i'll talk about that later. we went to ou to have a bite cause abii was there with her mum and it's more convenient for us. azlan decided to eat at delicious, ms.read. we sat outside and chilled :) me and azzy were craving for ciggies but we tried to control ourselves to prevent ciggies away from us. Unfortunately, it's obvious that everyone who sat outside were smoking. Lagi teruk -.- i guess me and azzy suggested that it's not BAD to become a social smoker. heh.
azlan ordered his favourite dessert which is chocolate cake plus vanilla ice -cream [ i cant remember the name for it]. i didnt tried it cause i was enjoying my vanilla milkshake. Azzy says : Woah ! Syok man ! . haha, he likes it :D See, i love my sense of taste.
we sat down and talked for a while about Funny, exploring things. azzy went to buy a ciggies and he also looked for abii. yes, he left me for half and hour -.-

By the time he came back , i had to meet up with daniel. i guess he was alone for a while. so ,fair in square laaahh. hehhhehh. i went home and changed my heels to my flipflops cause i felt really uncomfortable. then, daniel & his friend, yan ming told me that they will be going to sungeiwang and i didnt have the MOOD to go there cause , no offence.. sungei wang is not my typical favourite fancy place. It's not because of the lala-ness. it's because i dont like the enviroment , that's why. mhmmm. And guess what? we had this dirty conversation and daniel started it all up.

Daniel : eh eh, when you go to london right, can you buy me souvenirs?

Jess : what kinda souvenirs? okay laaahh, i'll buy for you a keychain with a double-decker bus on it :)

Daniel : OKAY LAH.

Jess : *frowned. Whaaaaaaaat? * cock stared*

Daniel : i want condoms !

Jess : What the fuck, you crazy ah ? there's condoms in kl lah.

Daniel : Dont want, the material's different. i wanna compare which one will be nicer.

Jess : -.- It's the same.

Daniel : no it's notttt. just buy lah kay?

Jess : Crazy ah ! my mum will ask me all sorts of question. She will be thinking all kinda shits.Maybe she will think i'll do something kinky with you -.-

Daniel : she wont lah. trust me.

Jess : FORGET IT, NO THANKS :D

Hahhahaa. crazy fella right? anyway, i guess he was joking.

okay, back to the [ unorganised plan]. [well, weilun supposed to fetch me from ou but last minute, he told me he cant cause he's all the way at The mines. Yeah, there's where he stays. He told me to asked daniel to fetch me . i called daniel and he told me to asked weilun to fetch me. As you can see, i'm the middle person and both of them are banging my walls. urgh, my head was totally turning and spinning. but i was pissed in a joking way. i'm not that kinda person who goes mad all the time.trust me. At last daniel's the one who will be fetching me cause he had a dentist appointment near ou. Dumb dumb boy -.- ]

He fetched me back to ou. i met up with azzy and abii at delicious. we went to bangsar after tht. Cause of shisha [Douuuuuuuh]. talked, cam whored, yadayadayada. it was fun (: all of a sudden, something changed our mood , so we all rushed to rasta around 5pm. Some ' scene' happened and i dont wanna talk about it cause it scares me. But conclusion , it was BAD :/ yumcha-ed until 7 with abii , azzy and his cousin , shah zin. Had a good talk with shahzin. A really nice guy.

Azzy fetched me home.
Around 8pm, daniel and yan ming fetched me and went off to ou. we took ages to find a parking. Ou's like the hardest place to find of course. we went to gsc. Met up with sharon, jun, weilun, abel and the rest. Elvina was there from what i've heard, but didnt have the chance to meet up with her. we bought tickets for The heartbreak kid. It was a good show. frigging funny :D. But some of the part, makes no sense. i guess, i'll rate it 8/10 :)

The movie ended around 11.30. The rest wanted to yumcha at Mingtien but i didnt want to go. i was too lazy. So , they fetched me home around 1.

oh yah, before i forget.

happy birthday, alex yip (: have a wonderful birthday blast.

ah well. alex asked me to go and have a drink at the curve but i just came back for dinner with friends. Prolly tmr i'll be going out with him and kazzy they all and at night, i'll be going out with manda panda and shaun :)

i'll post up the pictures soon !
toodles .

Have a good night.

xxx.

Brrrrrrrrr -.-

2007-12-10T03:35:00.001-08:00

Hello. i dont know what to do, next. so yeah, i'm waiting for mr.Daniel and his friend ming to fetch me. They're so late , & it's 7.30 pm now :(

Gah, bye dirty people. :)

GoBangBallsPlease (:

2007-12-09T00:17:00.000-08:00

yassy.
This picture, i love.

i bit my lips :(

yummm.

We called it the shisha machine :)

You're the precious stone that i will keep forever.
Make me proud, boy.

It's you that i adore .
Me.
Touch me, hug me, kiss me.
<3> Y,J,L :)
Cute hmph?
Yas & muyani : KISS THE HEART ! :D haha.
-.- she smiles for 24/7
Trying to build up my heart.

the gothic one , the cute one :)
awwwwwh, so adorable.
;)
yas & jess.

oooh, my tattoo. Can you see it? :)

i love yasmin & i love Lilian :)

My bubbly friend :)
& The minutes are wasted.

Yasmin <3>

eyhlo :)

For the past few days, i had a blast :) even though i haven't been to the clubs for ages, but still, i called this - chillaxing moments. mhmmm. so yah, i woke up pretty early yesterday cause i had a bad nightmare. Don't wanna mention it. Abii & azzy asked me out for lunch. i picked abii up from her house around 1pm. [i love her dress] And then, we headed to bangsar [D'HAVEN] for our favourite shisha and my favourite defuckinglicious tom yam glass noodle soup (:. two thumbs up, yo ! the shisha was good on that day too. it wasnt that choke-y.

As usual, we waited for azzy to come and join us. we sat there, talked. Abii wanted to cam whore so badly, so we did for a bit cause my camera was outta battery -.- . Well, put the blame on me, i always forget to charge my battery. That's my habit . heh. Azzy came around 2 plus.he bought nuggets for abii . he ordered Carlsberg , early in the afternoon. I know, how weird to have a beer at that moment. No one does it except Azzyshah. He's been controlling his smoking habit and i'm really proud of him. Whereas, he kept on saying that he needs a ciggie. And at a point i was just telling him to shisha instead of smoking ciggies. So, he did :D

thankgod -.-

chilled there until the clock strikes 3 . we went off to ou. we bumped into so many people. i saw jason, joseph, sue jin, leenna, jeannie, joshua, sue aun and many many many moree :) we were surprised that we met tones & tones of people we know there. it was a Saturday, doh.
we accompanied abii to repair her brother's phone at some maxis shop and then, we walked around for a bit. we went osc of course.

We decided to shisha the next round at rasta. Abii's so called favourite place. i ate my nasi goreng as usual. Abii's starting to love it (: Yay, i got a partner food now. omg, what the hell am i talking about. but ah, yeah i called it '' partner food''. hehhh. azzy and abii were playing songs on their phone while i started to close my eyes. i felt really dizzy and god knows why :( sigh, i needed ice but the ice arent really clean.

i had to rush back to the house and Abii drove the car -.- i was really scared cause i was having this phobia of other people driving cars illegally. i was screaming and shouting all the way. i almost cried into tears :( sorry, for acting so kiddy-ish but yeah, i had a car accident back then if you guys heard about the story. it's an awful accident that i've been through.

i reached home around 5.30. rested for awhile. got dressed and went down to KL with parents to visit aunty evelyn , uncle nigel and YASMIN :D for an early Christmas party. it was the bomb , i tell you. it's been a long time since i've seen yasmin and her friend Muyani :) we had a good good GOOD talk. Mostly we were talking about relationships and friendships. Yasmin was showing me pictures of her school friends on her computer. i think she and muyani re studying in ISKL international school i assumed. Gah, i cant remember. But most prolly they're studying there.

her house is amazing. her room is like Big, poshy, bright & pretty. Every part of her house is like ' Woaaaaaah'. haha. we met a girl in that party. she's from Scotland and she's very Scotti-ish but she's not that kinda girl who goes crazy all the time cause yeah, she's 20 years old. we thought that she's like 16 or 17 actually. i guess scottish people look very matured. we had a delicious dinner that was cooked by aunty evelyn. her cooking is like '' two thumbs up''. we ate lamb shank and ohgod, it was good. we ate by the pool and we were telling jokes on each other. it was hilarious. i like that the fact that yasmin kept on begging me to eat her lamb shank but i didnt want to cause i told her that I'M FAT :( but she denied. aha , she was so cute. she was like :

Yas : eat my lamb shank, i'm fat.
Me : No no, i'm fatter.
yas : [ does that cute looking emotion] Booyou. eat eat eat !

yadayadayada.

ahha.

After dinner, we went to her room again. went through some pictures of Muyani's. Lil lillian was there as well. she's so adorable :) && her hair smells like barbie doll . i loved it. we went down for desserts. i had truffles, English cuisines added with vanilla pudding . yummy.

we cam whored and chit chatted.

Me and parents went home around 11 pm.

I slept right away.

today , i woke up around 12 something in the afternoon. i didnt expect that i actually missed church. i was really tired cause i slept around 3 in the morning yesterday. i went down to Kl again with parents for lunch and to repair daddy's phone. we went home around 4 cause daddy was tired.

anyhoos, i gotta go now. i wanna sleep.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I'm a fat girl, & i eat a lot :D

2007-12-07T02:22:00.000-08:00

At night, i'll be dreaming about you. Next morning, i'll be drooling all over my bed.

Jessicatinghuiyih :)
Love love love love my tattoo.

pfft, was on the phone -.-

I can hardly breathe. I need you to breathe me in.
I like my mirror :) Seems like i'm all over you.
;)
Thinking of you everyday, will always put up a smile on my face.

HELLO :D

Puhhh, i'm tired. Wait, i'm ALWAYS tired. :( daniel kor adviced me to sleep early cause i've been sleeping really late and i enjoyed it.But at some point, the fact that i always sleep late, my eyes are getting smaller . ahwell, sorry if i keep on repeating about this fact. i used to feel that sleeping late wouldnt affect me, but now it is. Damnit.

screw it lah.

anywaaay,

yesterday, i woke up late as usual. jeffrey picked me up from the house around 1 something. suppose to pick up abel from his friend's house but he's being a pig on the bed -.- sucha loser ;) haha. so, we decided to have lunch at asia cafe while waiting for daniel.

we had a good lunch and headed to the foos/pool area upstairs.

me and jeffrey played a few rounds of foosball and i won, i won I WON :) Okay, i'm not self-praising myself but yeah dont misunderstand. I dont really play foosball and i'm not THAT good in it. i don't have the intention to be a professional foosballer one day , anyway.

we sat down and had a small talk. Daniel took FOREVER to reach. jeffrey and i were too bored so, he played pool all by himself. i didnt want to play cause i dont have the mood or whatsoever. Daniel and his friend arrived around 3 something. they joined jeffrey to play pool and i was just sitting down there , stoning of course. i saw a cute guy at the foosball area and surprisingly daniel knows him. he purposely brought him to me and yeah he did the introduction and all. but when i looked closely, he wasnt that cute after all. hahah. dont take it the wrong way, i'm not looking/finding guys right now. we chilled there for a while and then we went downstairs and accompanied daniel to have his lunch. mhmm.

he kept on disturbing me all the time and i was pretty pissed off [ in a joking way]. so, i was forced to tell jeffrey his ehem ehem [ secret ] that he told me on the phone.

haha, it was so hilarious when i kept on whispering to jeffrey and he thought that i told him his secret. but nah, i didnt. He got all emo-ed and sad, & i had to 'pujuk' him. -.-

sigh.

later, we went down to midvalley to catch a movie (: ah, i think that's more relaxing. hmmm, we reached there and then we walked around since we felt like it.we bought tickets for the golden compass. it's a good movie thouuu. Very fairytale-ish & i likeeeeed. After the movie, we went to mc dees and eat. i'm starting to LOVE fries. especially when it's added with slat & pepper. hmmm , yumm. well, i know you guys might think salt makes your hair drop, but who the hell cares ? -.- i still love it :D

mhmmm,
then, we spend our time in midvalley until 8 something at night. bumped into sharon, her boyfren, abel and some few friends. fyi, abel's being damn lanci cause he got a new girl -.- whatever man. ahaha, kidding. we basically crapped alot and yeah it was one hell of a fun day. They're real jokers, i tell you.

mum came and picked me up around 8 ish at night. later, we went to bangsar to have dinner. we ate at delicious as usual. i had dessert cause i was pretty fool by eating all the fries. shopped around and i bought a new dress from Zara :) Really nice. we came home around 11 plus and yeah i fell right on my bed and talked to my petbrother on the phone till 3 something.

today, i woke up around 11. Received a call from joseph & kyle. joseph told me to call him if i was going to hartamas and kyle asked me if i could have lunch with him, cken and azzy at tropicana , but they were doing something like god knows what, so the plan was kinda screwed up. i decided to stay at home.
i cooked my special Maggi mee today for lunch and i ate Roti canai that mummy bought for me. see, i told you guys i've been eating a lot these days. FATTY:( gah, screw it. watched a lil bit of tv. i wanted to see amanda and foojeannie today but apparently jeannie was in the movies with sue jin and amanda couldnt find a transport to ou. so yeah, i was being a good girl this afternoon :) im proud im proud.

Around 8, mike picked me up from my house and we went to midvalley for ermm, i could say for a dessert? :D we were pretty full so yeah. we went to d'lish and eat. the desserts there are like THE BOMB yet it was quite feeling. Recommend you guys to eat there.No regrets i swear. after that, we chit chatted for quite a long time. it was a nice talk even though we were kinda speechless at one moment. but it's fine. he got nice huge muscles thou and it's hawt by the way. girls will be drooling all over ;)

we bought tickets for enchanted. Ah, finally i got to watch the movie. I'm inlove with it. All the rats , birds and OOOOOh ! I LOVE THE CHIPMUNK. it's fucking cute . haha. we walked around for a bit and then he dropped me home around 1 something in the morning. i had fun :) getting to know each other for the first time wasnt too bad. even though we were a lil shy but it's normal. i'm kinda use to it, anyhoo. so i suppose he's a nice guy. heh.

i gotta scoot now.

nighty nights.

I'll be right beside you. Don't worry, take your time (:

2007-12-04T05:03:00.000-08:00

He calls me TING :)
I miss her so much :)
she looks hot in that dress. Agree? (:
pictures from yesterday.
cken.
azzy (:
bi bi :)
ha?

pictures from the day before yesterday.

Ice bar, babeh !

.

Sanctuary.

Mysterious look -.0

Fucking cute.
Ohemgee, tomato ketchup in action as well?
Happy crowd.
Kor kor.
lun.

Happy kids? ;)

:D
Ha, this picture's funny. I LIKE.
Birthday peeps.

Yeahps, abii joined us in the pictures.

At tgif.
Camera man took this .pfft !
beeeeeeeee&ting.
he's a lucky guy ;)

ABEL.
black; black&white ; black. get it?
i lurve this picture.
them <3> Kissed.
The shisha girl.

She love this picture, but i dont. :/

Again.
i love my kor (:
jas.

Ultimate gayness.
Awh, sucha sweet couple.

Tanweilun.
vi , jas, ron and me.
The birthday girl.
the birthday boy.
So gay -.-

sharon : her hair damn nice right?
j ; s ; v :)
:)
Violet lee & i.
The hyper people.

hello ! ;)

shyte, i've been partying really hard this whole two months & i'm starting to get bored of it. i should stay at home one day and be a good girl (:

anyhoos !

Monday :

i went to the gym with leenna toots at tropicana club :D. Finally i have a partner to go with. i've been dying to go to the gym cause i need to burn those fatssss. well, i've been eating loads of junk food and imagine how much carbohydrate and fats is in there man.sigh, sad sad. ohwell, LIVE TO EAT :) i'm still young .

okay back to the topic,

me and leenna only worked out for half and hour. i know the timing was too short, but hey it's our first time working out in the gym together-gether. perhaps we're not use to it. after exercising, my driver dropped us at bangsar. jo suppose to join us but he had something to do. pfft ! :(

we went to D'haven, but sadly it wasnt open. so, we decided to eat at delicious. we talked about everything that's been going on with our life's and it was a good talk. mhmmmm, she's the one who can always listen to my problems. that's what i like a bout her. hehh.

after lunch,

i dropped leenna home and i off i went to kfc, taman tun to meet up with mr.tanweilun. he told me he was alone but when i got there, surprisingly simson was with him . grrh, that liar . ahwell, it's been ages since i met up with simson. damn, i missed that dude. haha. so , later.. simson's driver dropped us at d'haven, and finally it was opened :) YAY.
shisha-ed and talked about stupid things. [tanweilun started it all up] he was playing around with me like a small kiddo. especially in the car. he was trying to lick simson's ear to see whether he'll turn high. silly boy.

then,

simson DROVE the car instead of his driver to midvalley. he didnt wanna tagg along with us cause he had something on . me and weilun walked around for a while. he went to all the shops that sells sport shoes, but he couldnt find the perfect one so he just fucked it. we played foosball after that and i trashed him kao kao :D
we suddenly bumped into simson and i was shocked that he showed up right in front of my face. :/ we headed to the gardens cause weilun was craving for sport shoes, again. he just can't get enough with it.pfft ! sigh. you know, we're like insane people i tell you. we actually hold our ciggies and smoked inside the mall.i know it's illegal to smoke inside but there's nothing we can do about it. If we throwed it away, it will be a waste of money. well, after that ciggie, i promised myself that i will not touch a ciggie anymore. it's BAD for health.

we went to adidas. me and simson played foos together.i didnt know adidas had a foosball table. But the it suck balls cause the handles were very tight and i can barely moved them. i mean doh, the balls were ping pong balls, obviously it's harder to play with it too.

oh new flash : weilun make it up.

simson's new name : son of the sin. it's a very suitable name for him cause it sounds like his name if you read it backwardly without the '' of'' & the '' the''. hmmm, a very good combination as well.

frigging mean,i know -.-
weilun was acting so manja-ish in front of me and i couldnt take it. he treated me like i was his mum or something and he was like calling me '' mommy'' all the time. aish, sucha a matured looking guy but acts like a small kid. haha, it's cute anyhoo.:D

we hanged around until 4 ish. Didnt know what to do next, i decided to go home.simson dropped me off . i received alot of phone calls from my friends cause they wanted to meet up with me but i've got plans already. sorry :(

i had a good nap but i woke up late and it was half and hour more till 7. i was seriously in a hurry to get dressed up cause jeffrey told me he'll be at my house at 7pm.

took bath, changed and off we went to the curve. waited for daniel, abel [ the birthday boy], jasmine [ the birthday girl] , weilun and the rest to come. we waited for like 1 hour for them while watching the kids goofing around under the '' fake'' snow. they're so adorable and bubbly seriously. Heh, i likeeeee. I wanted to smoke, but nah, what benefit can i get? like what jo and jeannie said. it wont bring me to good. so for now, i've stopped smoking. Im proud :D

By the time they reached, the clock strikes 8pm.

met up with them and the rest of the gang inside the curve . i dont really know half of the people that abel and jasmine invited. But sharon was there, so at least we could entertain each other. Ah, i missed that girl so much.

waited for the birthday peeps to come . then, we went to tgif to celebrate their birthday. we all were outside talking while waiting for the tables to be ready. we stood outside for almost an hour & finally the tables were ready.

we ate, laughed, took pictures, gossiped, crapped and all the usual things that teenagers always do. it was a blast :) i get to meet violet and a few of abel's and jasmine's friends. they were nice . i accompanied weilun to cineleisure cause he wanted to buy ciggies for himself (: on the way there, we bumped into abii, shih-shih,kahkit, yi soon and sue-zen at laundry. sucha coincidence ;D . we went back to tgif after that. All of us were chit-chatting all the way and we were going nuts . jasmine was like '' COME , LET'S TAKE A PICTURE !''. & all of us were camwhoring. Practically we're the only one who were absolutely noisy. but who cares? -.- it's a birthday party.

i chilled with the boys outside tgif . Around 10pm, we sang a birthday song to the birthday peeps. the workers sang the Rock&Roll song for them in a different tone, but it sounded [OKAY]. jas and abel were on top of the table , acting so shy :/Not only that, jasmine didnt want to give a speech but abel did. he was like :

thank you everyone who came to my party. i'm sorry i cant belanja you all ,so now you guys have to empty your pockets.

ish, abel suppose to spend all of us, but he expect us to go on dutch. -.-

apalahhhhhhh. hmm, ahwell kesian that guy too. He claimed to me that he's broke . so yeah, at least he's happy that his birthday party turned out well and organised. not forgetting , jasmine too :) she's sucha sweetie.

met up with abii and jeremy for a while. abii was starving and she wanted to eat but there were many left overs , so she chose not to. she said it's disgusting -.-Whereas, jeremy injured his mouth so badly that he couldnt talk properly :(. they stayed there for a while after the birthday song was sang, then they went home.

after the party,

me and violet went to look for kahkit they all at laundry. but they werent there. We tried calling them but violet's phone didnt have any line, and my phone was outta bat. Instead, we went to sanctuary to meet up with her hairdresser. well, it's very surprising that she TALKS to her hairdresser. i asked her why, and she told me he's cute? ;) haha. i will never ever hangout with my hairdresser cause it will be awkard .i wouldnt know how to start a conversation too. i will only talk to him if there's an appointment or if there's something important he wanna tell me.

later,

we went back to tgif. violet went home already by then. me and weilun went to sanctuary first , followed by the rest. we wanted to sneak the liqours in , but we didnt dare to cause it's gonna be obvious that the liqours arent from there. it's a sad thing not drinking jack daniel's and chivas on that day and moreover, those two are my favourites :/ Damnit, it's because we're broke, that's why.

we were outside for a very long time. Cause some of them didnt want to go in for god knows why. me and the people i know went inside.

me, jas, michelle, jeff, bitto, dan and all went to the ice bar. it was bloody cold. me and jas took raspberry shot. it was the bomb ;D we were in sanctuary for a bit. danced and off we went outside sanctuary and planned things out again. it's funny how we always walked in and out of sanctuary. people might think we're doing something suspicious or what not. Ah, we careless anyway.

we took a long time to decided where to drink those two big bottles of liqours , and finally the birthday peeps wanted drink at taman desa. me and weilun didnt planned to go, so we stayed at the curve for a while.[ i'm sorry if i didnt have the intention to go ] saw amanda sia and shaun. didnt really have the time to talk to them cause they went off when i was talking to dan :/. abel was sad cause i didnt want to go. but i told him i'll go on a friendly DATE with him. lol. we stayed with the rest of the people until my mum came and picked me up. daniel, abel, michelle and yan ming accompanied me to royal bintang. i went home around 1am.

oh yahbefore i forget,

happy belated birthday, abel <3

heh.

i went home and talked on the phone with dan until 3 in the morning.

yesterday,

i woke up around 9 something in the morning. i had sore eyes and i didnt plan to go for the crashcourse. but mom said this will be the last week for me to go. so, i guess i had to sacrifise. After the crashcourse, my driver dropped me home and i went off to ou. supposingly me and manda wanted to meet up, but i guess she couldnt make it. so, i tagged along with joseph , sue jin and all.

we ate sandwich for lunch. it was delicious. Recommended by jo.
we went to osc as usual. i met up with azzy and cken around 1 ish. we went to wong kok cause they wanted to go there. i'm SO sick of that place.
we watched a stupid movie called '' the last breath''. i heard it was good, but then i guess it's not.

after movies,

we met up with abii at osc.we walked around.Got seperated from azzy and cken cause they wanted to chill in osc for a while.Me & abii went to baskin robbins cause abii wants to eat ice -cream but i can't cause i'm having my period. SAD.i chilled at abii's house until 7.30pm. mommy picked me up and dropped me home. i rested for like 2 hours and i went online. i slept around 3 something.

today :

i woke up around 11am. i actually suppose to go to the gym with leenna toots, but then i woke up late. I'm so sorry babe. i slept really late last night, and i was too sleepy and tired to get myself up. But i'll be going to the gym with her tmr of course.

slept again until 12 something. i went off to ou, again. dang, i think i wont be going to ou that much cause it's boring and i've nothing better to do there. met up with jo and all as usual. stayed in osc until yangkin came.

we went to mc dees to meet up with him. then, all of us went back to osc. i met up with Foojeannie AT LAST ! i missed that bitch. she just came back from singapore and she bought me a very cute keychain with a lion on it. we went to nandos for lunch. Yangkin chenged us :) total for everything was, Rm117.24 ! super expensive but yangkin was sucha gentlemen. He paid for everything. Awh.

later,

we just chilled in osc. i walked around with kahkit and he accompanied me to dragonfly cause i wanted a tattoo on my leg. it's fucking worth it cause one of the guy working there told me he will lower down the price from Rm35 - Rm25. YAY !

we went to dave's after that . Around 5 .30, azzy picked me up from ou and we headed to rasta for shisha. was there until 7pm.

i'm frigging tired now. i havent been sleeping well like i said. i dont know why mom lets me out everyday. Maybe she knows im the only child now in the house cause my sister's in london, so yah prolly she knows how i feel (:

toodles.

Genting.

2007-12-02T01:46:00.000-08:00

look , look. jeff and dan acting scared.

P-i-n-k

us.

as usual, jeff took this. i look so retarded.

the super uber hot chinese tea.

Lala, christmas is coming !

:D
FUNNEH.

late nights.

This will not end :)

he's freezing :(

ban yeng.

picture perfect , yo.

she loves me and i love her too.
dan's being emolistic :/

her shoes, my shoes. haha yeah i was wearing school shoes indeed.
awh, how cute.

cold sial :S

love it.

posers ;)

manda panda called me '' gold fish'' :(

katak.

Ladeedaa.

mhmm, jeff took this. *frowned.

i heart them.

panda, me and dan.

candid? -.0
Wheeeeeeeeeh.

me and her.

All of us <3>

jeff, me , manda panda.

<3>

soaking wet.

Say cheeeeeeseeee !

perfect shot.

this friendship will never go down , i promise.

i love them.

at the theme park.

daniel kor and i (:

Genting highlands.

woooosh, panda & the camera man.

me, panda & camera man.

candid .

the close up picture of panda.
i love my panda <3> panda manda :)

wind wind WIND :0

my cute cuddly angel .

the tai lou - dan.

taken by jeff.

Ah, hello. sorry for not blogging. i was too lazy to get my hands on the keyboard.

alright. Talk about genting trip. it was : THE BOMB. i'll summarised it since i'm in the daze now.

Yesterday morning, i woke up around 7.30 in the morning. i was too sleepy and dizzy due to the 3 hours sleep. well, i suppose to wake the boys up but instead they woke me up. haha, thankgod they did. If not i will be drooling on my pillow till the next day.

i took my bath and got ready. dan & jeff picked me up from my house around 8. we went to aman suria to pick amanda up too. later, we went to eat our breakfast at MingTien. we had a good laugh at dan cause we were teasing him about how disgusting period can be. WORST STILL, he was eating.

after breakfast and all the good laughters,

we rushed back to my house cause my driver was already there. we brought pillows along with us so that we could sleep in the car. it was a nice road trip thouu. amanda and i were laughing our guts out about the fact that the boys were doing the exact laughing tone that we always do. arghhhh*. so pathetic of them right? :/

my driver dropped us in front of the theme park. we bought tickets for the outdoor games cause the indoor games arent really fantastic. we didnt expected that genting will be THIS cold. We thought it would not be as cold as cameron. guess we were wrong.

10 ish - 5 pm,

we went for ALL the rides except for the baby rides of course. i love the spaceshot even thou i was a lil bit scared. YEAH, i admit okay, i'm afraid of heights -.- the educated chinese guys were mentioning about the flying coaster and you know what they called it? they called it..

flying man -.-

haha, i mean flying man sounds wrong. puh ahwell, can't blame them cause i doubt they're from kl.

we sat on the cork screw as well. i wasnt scared at all yet i was still laughing. Me and manda panda spotted a 2 year old boy standing in front of the cyclone trying to find his parents.
i carried him and convinced him not to cry. we hand over the boy to the security guards so that they could find his parents for him. Jeff&Dan bought cotton candy for the boy, but the boy already left by the time they bought it. wasted but it was so sweet of them. we didnt want to throw it away,so we ate it. HEH.

sigh, i hope he gets to find his parents. Genting's tremendously big and it's hard to find our loved ones when one of them are lost. sad sad sad.

we went for the flying coaster. it was dang nice. manda panda didnt want to sit on it, so it was only me, dan the man and jeff the goofy boy who sat on it.

we went for the wet park too. The wet park was the most enjoyable moment especially the two rides we sat [ can't remember the name of it] .waited for quite long cause the line was super long. me and manda panda was sitting together-gether and we were playing splish-splashing with the boys while the ride was moving. but the bad thing was, we were all soaking wet, moreover we didnt have extra clothes to wear & that cause us , goosebumps. oh yeah, the ride we were on, was fucking noisy cause those chinese fellas were singing a chinese song . jeffrey was like '' NO ONE SING WANT LAH !''. haha, honestly i tried to close my ears but the ride was too fast :/. After all the fun moments on the rides,

we looked for the nearest toilet so we could warm ourselves up. i had cramps, and i found out that my perioud just came of all sudden :/ the wonder, i couldnt walk properly.

anyhoos,

we started to get REALLY and i mean, REALLY cold. my nose started to tingled every single time. pfft,so annoying. we didnt know what to do next,but since we craved for fresh air, we hanged around the theme park for a bit.

around 5 .45pm,

we went to mc dees and eat. we knew that we didnt drink water for this whole day instead we drank coke -.0

i hope i wont get a sore throat
we wanted to watch a movie but we thought it was just a waste of time. i can always watch a movie in pj , so yah dont wanna waste my money for fcuks.

After that, we went looking around for highlands hotel to visit elvina ,pak sen and all. but we couldnt find it. we took ages cause the directions were very confusing.so, pak sen & his friend came to look for us.

we went up to elvina's room to chill. it wasnt a good time to sleep cause the room smelled like smoke. we only closed our eyes for 2 seconds and off, we went outside . manda panda tagged along with us as well.

we took our stuff and we headed to the theme park. jeffrey was taking pictures of us without us noticing , so i called him ' the camera man '. lol. oh yeah, good news :) i actually throwed the whole ciggies into the dustbin :D and i'm proud of it. well, dan kept on forcing me to stop smoking & yeah, i was stubborn at first, but i thought twice that it's not a very good thing to smoke every single minute. heh. & yeah, i'm cutting down on my smoking habit. YAY !

it's very hard to cut down, but at least i've tried . so it proves that i'm not THAT addicted (:

then, from 7 ish - 9 ish at night.

we goofed around for a bit .

we sat on the rides for a while again . we found a very nice scenery in front of the boat ride. it was sucha beautiful scenery, i swear. it's like the perfect spot to just sit down there and think bout life. really, no joke.

we had a nice ,comfortable rest on the slope and all of us were crapping most of the time. it was the best moment among all, seriously. we went for the boat ride and then we sat on the swinging ride thingy. mhmmm, it was our last ride of the day. & we regretted sitting on it . worst, we were freezing to death.

we took a long walk back to the hotel and we were standing at the side of the street thinking of where to eat for dinner. We shivered like hell and we quickly ate at the nearest restaurant which was penang village town.

ordered the most super uber hot Chinese tea ever. Damnit, i'm exaggerating. elvina asked if we wanted to drink blacklabel in her room, but my mum was on the way up already. sucked :/ after munching on our food.we waited for my mum to pick us up in front of the theme park. she took [ 2412967491287491 ] to come. it was getting colder till our fingers turned red. Dan seriously died. he couldnt take the coldness of the weather cause he was wearing a very thin short sleeve jacket. [silly boy -.- ]

mum reached genting about 9.45pm.

i was not really sleepy but i was just resting my eyes. dan, jeff and manda panda were sleeping like pigs. the look on their faces was really funneh. haha, the funniest part was when manda was stucked in the middle and she couldnt moved. what toh doh, two tall guys are like squezzing her and i doubt she couldnt breathe. we reached my house around 10 .30pm. they all stayed in my house for a while then off they went home. i went upstairs and went to bed right away. i felt a lil bit sick cause i was in the cold breeze since morning till night. imagine how cold it could get if you guys stayed in genting for the whole entire day. CAN DIE man.

anyway, that's about. they all had fun, i had fun too :D. it was one hell of a trip.

[Memories kept ]

pic-ppp-iii-ccc-ttt-uuu-rr-ees :

the end.

Darn tired -.-

2007-12-01T09:01:00.000-08:00

HI, i came home from genting about 2 hours ago. chilled with my pimping friends and they were all over the place :/.

Decided to sleep for 3 hours yesterday cause if i dont sleep for 24/7, i will be sleeping while sitting on the rides. i can barely open my eyes now. AH, i can feel the puffness :( BED BED BED, WHERE'S MY BED ? :(

bye.

Talk about having fun (:

2007-11-30T10:10:00.001-08:00

Ahhh, im going genting with dan, abel, jeffrey, amanda and few of our friends tmr ! leland and paksen are gonna be there as well.

they'll be meeting me at my house at 7.30 in the morning. Well, if my driver's not free to take us there around that time, we'll be having our own sweet time , eating breakfast at mingtien :D

AH, cant wait.

FYI, i won't be sleeping tonight since daniel told me not to. Moreover,he and jeff asked me to spot check them around 5 am to see whether they're dead on their bed or wide awake in william's restaurant. so irresponsible kan?

:(

SIGH, OHMYGOD, i'm gonna have DARK CIRCLES ON MY EYES !!

but whatever, loads of people are going there.

gotta run now. i'm just gonna wait for azzy's call.

have a good one , yo.

Your eyes are very captivating, my sweet perfume (:

2007-11-30T06:57:00.000-08:00

Bored.

i went to ou with joseph, sue jin, shih and the gang. i wanted to watch a movie but the boys didnt want to. we were at bakerzin with jasmine and a few friends. i met up with amanda and wesley. we walked around. we went to studio 78, osc, news cafe & burger king. haha. then, i went to visit li xian for a while.

bumped into many folks (: me and amanda were goofing around in ou most of the time since we had nothing else to do. LOL. was chilling at osc cause jo wanted to trash pak sen in foosball. And jo won :D

[HE'S THE PRO FOOSBALLER ,YOOO ! ]

went to jetty. 'had a talk session' with huikwan and the guys. met up with rainie,nicole,tak kei, brian , marcus, yi soon and ricky they all at osc. i saw suet yun as well. Didnt manage to talk to her cause she looked like she was in a rush for some reasons.heh

jo was playing foosball while,

me and amanda decided to sit outside studio 78 with jason while eating our 1 DOLLAR vanilla ice-cream. it was good by the way.THE BEST ICE CREAM I'VE EVER TASTED. riiiight -.-

was convincing manda bout some few things. but everything was okay after that.

said HI to ka hoe as well :) it's been a long time since i've seen him. he said he loves me, awhhhhhhh :/ me and jo with the boys went to find a present for our beloved ones. he wanted to buy a present for his sister, but he couldnt find the perfect one while i was finding zeee most perfect present for my mum but everything i saw , was out of my budget.

daddy and i decided to buy a cake for my mum. we all planned to take her to starhill tonight to eat JAP food but she was caught up in a stupid meeting .And by the time she came back, she told me she was too tired to go out. :( damn, plan ruined ! GAH.

SIGH, anywaay..

jo should thanked me for accompanying him the whole time. he should be glad :)
i suppose to HANGOUT in mardigras tonight with jeslyn , nicole and all but since it's mummy's birthday today , i have to stay at home with her :) i'm being a good girl okay ! whereas, jeremy's heading off to mardi too . Pfft, so unfair. but ahwell, sacrificing wouldnt kill. it's not like i'm a hardcore clubber :D

& tmr, im going to pavillion with manda and the guys (: YAY, can't wait.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMAH, May your dreams come true.
I LOVE YOU <3

thanks mummy. you've been there for me always. & now i'm gonna return what you have gave me.

gotta run now.

till next .

The best person in my heart. joseph loo yew hann.
THE BEST FRIEND <3

JASON KOK : THE MOST BLUR PERSON I EVER MET. YET HE'S SO ADORABLE :)

HUIKWAAN.

Pictures ;

2007-11-29T10:16:00.000-08:00

xian (:

huikwan <3

left over pictures at the club.

only two pictures (:

imma go watch tv now. it's 2.22am now.

If i fall down, will you clean my cut and carry me to the safest place in the world?

2007-11-29T06:18:00.000-08:00

hello , hello, hello :)

i'm kinda lazy to blog now says jeslyn :S. APALAH :( haha.

i woke up pretty late today. waited for dan's call last night but i slept the night away cause he took AGES to call me. well he insisted it. so yeah, SAY WANNA CALL, END UP DIDNT CALL :( haha.

i went down to eat my breakfast and watched a lil bit of tv. wesley texted me this morning and asked me out for movies at ou :/ OF ALL PLACES, it must be ou. gahh. i took a frigging cab today again. my mum told me not to take a cab anymore cause my next door neighbour told her that some malay dude was trying to snatch her bag but luckily she drove off before the guy opened her car door.

lil REBASTARD !

so yah,

met up with shih , jason kok, joshuaT, junhui and bryan outside osc. walked with them and then tagged along with junhui to meet up with chiashoon , hazel and sue-zen at italianist. it's been ages since i saw them (:

wesley called me and asked me to meet up with him at gsc. we bought movie tickets for '' Mr. magorium's wonderful emporium''. it's a stupid movie , but i like the ' whatever magic'' part thing.

we wanted to watch enchanted cause there were few seats available but we rejected it cause we'll be like sitting at the front sits and we have to bend our necks and all. :0. && hell no we're not gonna spoil our eye sights TOO ! OH YEAH, i hate that the fact that one guy sitting at the back of me, kept on hitting at the back of my chair about like 10 times and it was so fucking annoying. grhhhh. worst still i was a happy go girl eating my fishballs that wesley bought for me but that stranger had to potong the steam.

sigh,

pfft !

anyhoos,

after the movie,

we walked around for a bit. we went to find jeslyn at some shop that she's gonna work in but she wasnt there. we walked to osc for a while ..then, we went to find manda at her shop :) gah, i missed that girl so much. haha. i like her laugh thou :) [ not being lesbo here]. chit-chat for a bit.

we went back to osc and bumped into shih-shih and the guys. we were kinda bored, so we went back to manda's shop around 5pm since it was her break time. we three went to burgerking. shih and all tagged along with us as well.

had a moment of FRIES-NESS in us. dont know why. haha. oh we even drank pure BLACKLABEL. it was DAMN kao at first, but after tht it was okay. SYOK MAN :) i guess shih was a lil bit tipsy.

me and manda decided to stretched our legs and walked around . we went to osc to see whether anyone was there. AH, again :/

saw rainie, jeslyn, nicole and huikwan. Manda , rainie and two guys went to oldtown. me and huikwan stayed for a while longer then we headed off to OldTown as well. sat down for a while. me and manda went to look for wesley and end up he was in osc.

camwhored , camwhored.

manda had to go back to work. dan called me and asked me whether i wanna go for some party at taman desa. i was about to go and then all of a sudden he called me and said :

eh sorry lah, one girl who organised the party said that she doesnt allow ppl to invite girls''. i was like WHATTHEHELL? no girls allowed? so pathetic :/.

i accompanied wesley to Quicksilver cause he wanted to buy a wallet but instead he didnt felt like buying it cause it's not pure leather. SAD.wesley went to the taxi stand with me.

Aunty elise picked me up and dropped me at my house.

ate my dinner. watched '' transporter 2''. [it's a good movie].

and lastly,

GOOBYE :)

wes, manda & me.

wes & i :D

hotstuff yo . LOOK LOOK :0

i love her. AH.

panda manda :)

the cute one (;

jess&manda.

wes & manda.

Tell me this is not real, tell me this is just a dream .

2007-11-28T03:38:00.000-08:00

i love this.

different faces ;)

<3 :)

the threesomes :)

candy chocolate cookie [ anti-clockwise]

kie :)

the c's <3

see that two dots on my shirt? gah, jeannie did it -.-

she poke me on tht spot when her hands were wet :(

I love her lah.

<3

bi bi .

she didnt want to take a picture of herself, instead it turns out to be a candid shot?

but i took a picture ! :) haha.

poyo sial.

Picture perfect.

jeff & abii.

poser ;)

poserrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

puhh, she just love my camera-h ! :D

She's the girl who turns me high (: lol.

they walked damn far right ? ish :(

jeff wanted to camwhore , haha.

So love this picture.

Black&white bags (;

I didnt look at the camera cause i wasnt ready, so yeah.

she got the look (:

I dont look good :(

kiss.

retards ! :D

yeahhps, dan's car got clamped :(

in her car.

foodaddy.

Nothing will bring us down

she's my cupcake (:

she sings (:

she eats mickey mouse meat.

yuuuuuuumm.

Ah no !

chubby-nyer.

jeannie's mirror. So Nice.

ah, take 2.
[ face cut off ]

upside down.

Hold on.

candy chocolate is yum.

AISH, my uploader's not working. i'll post up the pics, SOON (:

hello.

just came back. Whoooooooooshhh.

well yesterday,

i went for the crash course thing around 10-11.30am. sucked balls :/
went home and got ready to get out from my house.jeffrey picked me up around 12.30 instead he reached my house 10 minutes earlier. frigging punctual weih that guy :D. he even know the way to my house eventhou he've been there for once? PRO SIAL.

we went to rasta to meet up with abel & daniel.

we called them but they were not there yet. they told us they will be there in 30 minutes, but we waited for them for 1 and a half hour. GAH ! pfft.

we ordered nasi goreng ikan masin which is our favourite (: yum. chit-chat for a bit. around 1 something, daniel and abel finally get to reach in time before i head off to the curve with jeremy and his friends. they brought nen lin to tag along with us. finally i could get a closer look at her face, cause the first time i saw her was at her school but i barely could see how she looks like cause her hair was covering her face.

chilled there for a while until jeremy came to pick me up. he drove an orange colour gen2, and the car suits him well enough. we wanted to go to bangsar and shisha, but we decided to watch a movie.

parked the car, and off we went to buy tickets for '' hitman''. i suggested it cause i thought it would be a good movie. after that, we went to vivo pizza cause the boys were starving. sat there, played jeremy's zippo and talked. jeremy was being so funny as usual , thts why i like going out with him cause he seriously, he can make people laugh until they fall on the ground. lol.

bumped into daniel, jeff and abel. sucha coincidence. they sat down with us. introduced them to my friends, of course. i thought they couldn click, but actually they could :D. proud proud*

dan and the guys went to buy movie tickets for '' hitman'' as well cause they wanted to watch it too. i went to watson to buy panadols for my headache. My head was turning and spinning around and i barely could open my eyes. well, i didnt make myself too obvious cause people might think i'm weird. haha.

me and jeremy and the rest went over to cine. i saw althirah :) finally i could see her. we knew each other since standard six in our science tuition. god, i missed that girl so much. we went into the cinema cause movie was about to start. daniel and the guys were sitting 4 rows in front of us. mhmmmm. TWO THUMBS UP TO THE MOVIE. it was a good movie and we never regretted watching it. actionlistic yo. haha [where did that word come from]* scratched head.

later after the movies,

we all chilled outside cineleisure cause we were so godamncold. we didnt want to stand there like a loser, so we decided to go to hartamas. i tagged along with daniel and the boys cause they were gonna come over to my house for dinner.

after we took [1232747401284 !] years to find his car, dan's car got clamped all of a sudden :0. he told me he parked at the disable spot cause he was too lazy to find a parking -.-
he was damn pissed and he wanted to call few people down to whack the security guards and i told him that it's stupid to whack them, cause they would call the police and we prolly will end up in the jail which i dont want that to happen to me. my parents will kill me like hell, adoh.

he kinda argued with the head security cause of his attitude problem. and yes, i have to admit.. he was too sombong. he only want to cari makan. he said he have to charge us Rm100 but we saw the notice and it says :

yadayadayada.

'' We will only give you one chance. please do not repeat this again''.we showed the guard the notice paper for like 5 times, but he wouldnt let his car go without paying. SUCHA LOSER , IDIOTIC, BASTARD. the phrase already stated there but he still want to blabber for shytes. gosh, so rebellious. first, from Rm100, then he jumped to Rm80, then he jumped to Rm50. obviously , cari makan lah bang. aijoh.

ku beh tahan lah. ish.

so yeah, dan said he will call his father tmr to collect his car. in the mean time, we took a cab to rasta cause jeff parked his car over there. we shisha-ed there until 7 ish.

then, all of us [abel, jeff & dan] came to my house for dinner with aunty elise too ! it was fun man , i tell you. we ordered pizza for dinner. we watched '' because i said so''. i actually doubt that the guys will despise this kinda show, but ' surprisingly', they liked it.

we drank whiskey and it was just nice for me. after munching on our pizza's. my aunty elise served chocolate fudge cake, cheese cake and vanilla cake to us. she kept on forcing the boys to eat but from the look on their face, i know they couldn eat anymore. HAHA, kena bullied from my aunty eyh.

after watching the movie, we watched '' john tucker must die''. goodness, i missed that show. i havent seen it for AGES. we chilled there and the lights were off as if it's like a cinema -.-

i didnt want to switch off the lights, but dan wanted to off the lights. haha, MUST BE NICE TO THE GUEST MAHHHHHHH. grh.

around 11pm. they boys went back.

i took my bath and went online.

slept around 4 ish after talking to dan on the phone.

today :

as usual, i woke up pretty late. i had a good rest thou, but i had the worst dream ever. lips sealed*. so yeah, went online for a bit. waited for my driver to pick me up, but in the end, he said he couldnt cause my dad need to use the car. SIGH.

whereas, i took a cab to ou to meet up with abi. felt bad for abi cause she was waiting for me for half and hour cause i didnt abide to my time. took a bloody cab there :/. fetched abii and we headed to bangsar to SHISHA ! Haha.

ordered apple flavour. took pictures & ate our lunch. abii has this phobia going to d'haven. haha. cken and azzy came around 2pm. dan called me and asked me whether he could drop by to collect the notice from me but i left it in my house. he called me every minute and i couldnt eat my delicious tom yam :( BAH.

it's not his fault , anyway. dan's dad , together with dan and his sister picked me up from bangsar village 2. PINKYPROMISED abii that i will pick her up around 3. we rushed back to my house and collect it.

we went to the curve , car park. his dad went to talk to the manager. we sat in front of cineleisure. gossiped with him and told him about my personal lifestyle (: i texted abii & i told her i couldn pick her up cause , dan hasnt collect his car yet.

we walked around curve and when it was about time to meet up with his dad, we went down to the carpark. at first we went to B1, but dan claimed that it was the wrong floor, then we went up to B2 , and yet i claimed that it was the wrong floor.End up, i was right. god, my feet hurts :(

waited for his dad to KAO TIM with the manager.it was so bloody hot. so, we sat near the lift there. jeffrey came around 3 ish, we walked to royal to meet up with abii. saw cken and azzy there as well. dan and jeff went down to the carpark while me and abii went to cineleisure to buy movie tickets. when we were about to step in the cinema, we suddenly bumped into cken and azzy. AND I KNEW , they were stalking us all the way. haha, DAYSTALKER weih.

we decided to watch The kingdom cause jennifer garner's acting in it. the guy incharge for the ticket session was asking me for my name and STUFF. he's 19 years old and i cant remember where he's studying but yeah, he's not MIANG or whatsoever, but he asked in a random time. WEIRD :/ He said he will give me free tickets if i will give him my number. WHATFUCK , right? but i told him tht i was waiting for my 2 other friends to come.

ahwell.

didnt bother. we went to see azzy and cken at the foosball area there for a while. then, we met up with jeff & dan. we went to buy the tickets and i saw the same guy again. he was damn '' du lan'' when he saw dan and jeff. HAHA, in his face man.

we went to kim gary to eat. the fresh lemon ribena juice was goooooood (: you guys should give it a try.

later,we went to watch the movie. the movie was uber boring and i couldnt stand the shooting and bomming between the saudi's and the americans. abii went home already. wanted to go to Dj but i was too lazy. dan dropped me home around 7 plus.

currently talking to my aunt now (:

toodles.

have a good night.

ps : Foojeannie, have fun in singapore. HOPE YOU'LL HAVE A WONDERFUL TIME THERE, BABE. buy me stuff (; haha.

love.

boo.

2007-11-27T07:53:00.000-08:00

blog tmr.

Touch my wet lips and kiss it gently .

2007-11-26T05:31:00.000-08:00

HILOO :)

just got back from ss2 with my girls. mhmmmm.

slept really late last night cause i was busy talking with mah friends in msn. it was fun i can say (: EVEN THOU I WAS SLEEPY. lol. anyway, screw it.

woke up around 12. went online of course. my usual routine :) wanted to go out with abii & azlan for lunch but both of them couldnt make it . Pfft ! :( well, there's still other days we could hangout eyh ;).

so, jeremy asked me out for movies tonight, but i couldnt make it cause i was over at jeannie's since afternoon till now. but most prolly going out with him tmr :D , yay ! haha.

anyhoos,

my driver reached my house around 12.30 but i told him to reach my house at 12.50 , & i couldnt make it in time to get ready. A second before i opened the door, he went off without saying anything. ARGH.what a pathetic driver. and when i called him, he said he went off cause he needs to eat ;/ ohgod, what the hell right? i mean, at least tell me earlier that he NEEDS to eat rather than going off to [god knows where he's going]. not only that, i have to waste my money on cab again :( my mum's not gonna kill me :) she's gonna kill my driver . HA ! PADAN MUKA , TAU ?

gosh, lets just end this story about my driver. i'm not gonna have high blood pressure when i'm old man. NO WAY, NO WAY.

back to the topic,

erh, where was i?

?
?
?

oh yah , i took a cab to jeannie's. chilled there until 2.30pm. we were talking and laughing and yeah, i dont have to repeat. you know what we do all the time when we're together-gether. fyi, jeannie's good at playing the guitar. seriously, even her voice's good . jeannie, you could be a singer one day, if you want to. you have a good voice :)MHMMM MHMMM. haha, take that as a compliment.

waited for jeannie to get ready and off her mum dropped us at Raileys. but we were outside raileys with joseph at first cause we had some problems about something , something AND something. dont worry, it's not about us (: we waited for shih-shih and the guys to finish playing foos . instead we saw jean's brother there as well.

we went to tea time. yumcha-ed, chit chat and when we were done with it, we went back to raileys again cause the boys wanted to play foos. urgh, their addiction. haha. after tht, her brother dropped us at jean's house. me and jeannie wanted to swim but i was wearing my lenses and my make up was on, so yeah we just chilled around the pool area and talked about life.

cken called me and asked me whether i wanna go out and have a drink with him and christian as well. jeannie couldnt come cause her bombom was too lazy to get out from her house. LOL.

went up to get my stuff, and surprisingly i get to sit on christian's celica :) it's been ages since i sat on that kinda car . the last time i sat was in hanlun's car with alex , so yeah i missed it. weird , i know.

went to raileys again :/ . god , raileys is not gonna be in my addiction list. played a few rounds of foosball with cken and christian. i get to trashed cken , finally :D heh, heh. but christian's a pro foosballer even thou he told me he didnt touch the foosball table for 6 months. he have to be joking weih. he even know how to pump man. we decided to train ourselves together-gether , so i dont think there's gonna be a problem :)

we wanted to hit the playground but i changed my mind cause i wanted to meet foojeannie once again , the candy girl ..since she's going off to singapore on thursday. SIGH, gonna miss that bitch :( i'm not gonna see her for like , [i dont know how long]. but still, it's sad.

me , leenna, jeannie and sue jin are gonna fly like a wind to pulau pangkor like god knows when.Maybe when jeannie comes back from sing. AH, cant wait (: i missed hanging out at the beach. it's been too long. mhmmmm.

god, sorry for changing the topic. HABIT :L

i went back to jeannie's. we were outside talking to cken and chris for a short while. i asked mummy whether i could stay for dinner with jeannie and her parents.and she allowed. we went to the swimming pool area again since we were too lazy to walk all the way up to her house. kahkit and jun called us and asked us to go out for a drink but we already had plans.

around 6 ish. we went to the kitchen and we had a lil chat with her mum . her dad came back all of a sudden. her dad was going crazy when he saw me. he was like '' eh eh, belanja me lah one day ! nah nah, i give you my number. ''. haha,farny. and the most embarrassing part was when jean's brother came back, her dad was like :

*i know my son very handsome right , right, RIGHT? see, he got muscles you know !. i think you two can match cause of the skin colour. *winks.

and i was soooooo embarrassed until i didnt say anything to him. SHY MAH ME, HOH? lol.

we went up for a while and camwhored (:

around 7 ish,

we all went to rasta and fetch leenna then we headed off to ss2 , yipee cup to yumcha. stayed there until 8 plus. we kept on saying we love jo and all but sadly he wasnt with us. jeannie was going crazy and she kept on singing'' baby love'' since afternoon till at night. haha.

her dad fetched us and he dropped me at my house. i was so scared to go in cause everything was pitch black .jeannie and leenna accompanied me in :) luckily no one break into my house or whatsoever.AHHHH, i'm still alive and that's the most important thing ;) sigh,trying to avoid my fear away from all the cases that have been occured in KL like rapping & snatching bags and all. freaks me out :S oh didnt i tell you guys? i'm trying to cut down on smoking.

and yeah, it's a good thing but it's hard.

imma go watch tv now.

toodles.

pictures will be up ASAP.

I'm down on my knees, boy can't you see ?

2007-11-25T06:21:00.000-08:00

Just finished taking my cold, relaxing bath :) mmm, mmm.

currently listening to '' only reminds me of you'' by some female Singaporean girl. it's a good song,really.

anyways, yesterday. i woke up around 2 ish. stayed at home until 7pm. then, my mum asked me to follow my dad to some open ceremony in cyberjaya which is held in a hotel. it's a formal dinner. got dressed and waited for my dad to get dressed as well. he took a billion years to get dressed up. he just wanna look handsome mah , hor ? -.-

when we reached there about 7.30,FULL of adults were flooding the whole entire garden. and i felt tht i was one of the tiny-ers creature in the hotel :( sighh. but at least i get to meet some of the AMOS :D basically they talked to me about my education and what not. it was a good conversation thou, honestly speaking. hehhh. Beautiful garden and the flowers smelled good :) especially BLOSSOM ,yo . Love love love loveeeee it.

we headed to the ballroom and we were suppose to sit at the vip table , so yah. didnt knw my dad was in some AXA company shyte :0 . me and my dad's friends were talking and laughing and yada-yadaaaa. after 45 mins, some deputy minister and some people from france walked towards their so call VVIP table . HAHA, acting cool hmphhh.

three ministers came up on the stage to make a speech. A VERY long one :/ pfft ! all of us were starving for french cuisines ! :D but the ministers were talking rubbish and i can barely understand cause i was texting ivan all the while. i know i'm mean, but WHAT-TOH-DOH, i was uber bored .

saw a few HAWT AMOS in the block ;) but mostly they're french. so , i cant really communicate with them, obviously.i only know some of the words , but yeah considered , i suck lahkay. lol.

i like how the waiters walked in to the ballroom with the food on their palm while the music were playing. i know, how classy right ? :) very well organised too. first they served appetizers of course. it was served by three different salmon & it was THE BOMB :D i love the one with the sour cream on top of it. YUMM YUMMM * Smiles widely*.

secondly,

they served a typical mushroom cuisine ! it was hell of a bomb man. they even decorate it with red syrup and chocolate syrup around it. frigging good.

next,

they served an absolutely cooling, sour-ish , icy topping with blackberry fruits on it to clear our palate so that we could taste the next course in the menu . shyte man, i think i want to be a cook in future (: one of the amos told me tht if i want to be a cook, i could either go to Australia to study or Paris to study . hmph, i havent really decided yet. still thinking, still thinking . haha.

then,

here comes the main course :D YAY !

served with a tenderloin steak with a unique mushroom sauce on it & veges plus baked potatoes. yummmy right? oh cherries and blackberries were added on the the steak too ! mmm, mmm.

after the main course,

here comes the famous cheese from PARIIII (: Yeahps, cheese are really famous in pari. NO JOKE ! really. i tried the blue cheese, the sweet cheese and the sour cheese with grapes on it. i dont really like the blue cheese cause it's too strong for me. but the others tasted good. that's why we have to eat the grapes with the cheese so tht it wont taste too bitter-ish.

so,

we had pancakes after tht (: not the malaysian pancakes, but the french pancakes. the taste of it is much much MUCH different . there's a big comparison man. but i like the Malaysian pcs more than the french one. puh, god knows why .

we had coffee and tea after tht.

there were performance as well. oh and some singer from malaysia was there too :) everything was well prepared and it was awesomely fun too .

around 11 ish, me and my dad went home cause my dad needs to get up really early in the morning . Everyone was asleep already except me. i went online until 6 in the morning !:/

woke up around 10am . it was damn fcuking early. i couldnt open my eyes at all. went to church with my mind , shut. i almost died in the church. sigh.

later,

mummy fetched me home so that i could take my rest . woke up around 2 something. mummy and aunty vicky picked me up from the house and went straight to bangsar. ate at La Bodega for lunch. then, we headed to cats whiskers to do some shopping . spend hours and hours in the shop but didnt really buy a lot of stuff.

went home around 5 ish. slept again until 8pm. azzy and the gang called me and asked me whether i could go for a drink with them at tropicana but i couldnt cause it's a family night today. ISH. sorry guys :(

they're prolly heading to my house to visit me :)

so imma go munch on something crispy now.

goobye.

A Love that turns into a disaster is like a broken glass that cant be fixed.

2007-11-23T22:11:00.000-08:00

cookiechocolate.

jeslyn yeo (:

abel, jess, sharon :)

me, sharon's boyfriend and sharon.

see seee seeee, the indian fella dancing with jeff. HAHA.

abel, amanda, elvyna and me.

just the three of us <3

JEREMY ONG, the lil brat ;)

see jeff , without his shirt on. hmph.

mhmmm.

Sharon (:

abel <3

mhmmm, she look good in pictures.

mwaaaaaaaah.

jeff's friend, me and raineee.

the liqour girl (:

jeff took this while i was on the phone with jeremy. haha.

jeff.

rainee. love her.

posers : kyle, rainee and me.

kyleeeeeee.

mhmmmmm, long island ( two thumbs up )

dudes from aussie.

<3

(:

GAH, i love this picture.

my girls .

foo.

breakers.

loveeeee herrrrrrr.

two camwhore-ers.

& every moment with her will never stop.

jean, leen and half of my face. :/

i love you, girls <3

the vj, the foo, the ting (:

chocolate cookie :D

her hair :)

jin,posing.

abel (:

jeff (:

heh.

them.

omg, i got loads of things to blog about ! hmmm, where do i start?

i'll start with thursday (:

wait, hit pause . i actually cant remember what i did on that day :0 shyte. i've a bad memorie , excuse me :/

gah, okay.

i remember, i went to ou with joseph, sue jin and the rest. i went to osc first and met up with yi soon but jo and sue have not arrived yet. so , instead i ordered indo mee :D heh. i was pretty hungry, okay ! but yeah, the indo mee there's not bad after all. the guys were playing foosball as usual. bumped into derek, shih shih , marcus, yi soon while sitting down on the chair watching some movie . played a round of foosball and snooker :) but man, i SUCK in snooker. i thought i was okay but i SUCK. ahaha, being straight forward here.

jo and sue were in osc already.

then, we all went to dave's and eat. yi soon didnt want to eat there cause it's very expensive.some of the pasta's and steaks cost about 40 and above? :0 . so me and yi soon decided to order spaghetti . yum yum (:

oh yah, didnt i tell you? this waiter came to us and served us our spaghetti. This is the conversation sue, yi, and the waiter had.

the waiter : erm, do you want pepper?

yi soon : yes, please.

sue jin : ah ah ah, yes yes, harder harder, harder.

the waiter and all of us : *LAUGHS.

it was so funny okay. and SICK TOO ! . gosh, how hilarious of sue to make tht horny sound. *argggg.

later, we went to studio 78 cause the boys wanted to play foosball again.jo wanted to eat carbonara, so we went to waffle world since the distance from 78 and waffle world was so near. abii called me and she asked me whether i wanna yumcha with her, so as abel. so, i just tagged everyone along with me . i met up with abel and his friend, jeffrey first. we went to neway cause he wanted to meet up with this girl that he claims '' she's hot'' or something. while waiting for her , we sat down and talked about few people we know .

waited for the girls for ages . in the end, both of them were so shy to come up to him and talk .instead they called abel when they were just standing infront of him , like 5 meters away . haha. the look of jeff's face was like ''OMG, they're so not hot'' . but for me, i think they looked okay. abel said her body's fucking hawt :0.

abii called me around 5.

all of us went to gsc . met up with joseph, sue jin, takkei first. takkei didnt want to follow us . so, jo & and sue tagged along . we couldnt find abii . we went down to , LG since she was not thereeeee . abii called me and she said she couldn find us. but at last, we met up with her near 'guess' before we went down to the carpark.

abel drove us to rasta. on the way there, he was on the phone with daniel. & Every each sentences he say , there will be a bad word in it. like FUCK, MAHAI, CIBET, and all. me and abii was like stonning kao kao in the car. joseph and sue was laughing all the way. lol. The usual abel :/. SIGH.

he went to petronas to fill up his car petrol. i was in the car trying to test my driving skills but abel put the hand break up so i couldnt drive :( that was sad. waited in petronas for almost half and hour for him to fill it up. mhmmmmmm, absolutely long right? the wonder he's not punctual everytime.

we reached rasta and we quickly ordered shisha cause all of us were craving for it. and the birthday boy had to pay the shisha :D haha, kena bullied thou. chilled there for a while. abel was the only one who entertained us the whole time.

oh you knw what abel said about the shisha ?

abel : eh , when the water is finish means there wont be anymore smoke right?

abii & me : LAUGHS*

me : omg lah abel, the smoke doesnt come from the water, IT COMES FROM THE ARANG LAH.

abii : yeah lah ! :D

abel : * blur face. OH , OOOOOOOOOOOOH okay.

me and abii : * what the fuck face.

haha,well we forgive him cause he don't really shisha as much as all of us.

hmmmmm. around 7, abel dropped us home. abel wanted to use the toilet. so as jeff. then , they went off.

i ate my dinner at curve with mummy at DOME. left around 10 ish.

came home, went online and slept around 2.

on friday ( yesterday) :

woke up around 12.

went to ou again. PFFT. i frigging hate that place but i wanted to meet up with jo , so yah. reached there around 1. took a cab there cause my driver's sick. met up with jo at osc. walked around. basicly chilled in osc for quite a while. derek and marcus kept poking me with the stick and derek was like '' IF YOU TOUCH MY BOOBIES, I'LL TOUCH YOURS TOO !''. HAHA, sicko.

after tht, we went to wong kok and eat :) some of the boys didnt pay for their food. but i paid rm11 :D. so , i dont need to feel bad.

walked around and bumped into violet lee :) it's been ages since i saw her.

went to osc again since we had nothing to do. argh.

saw jeslyn, nicole and the rest . jeslyn practically freaked me out . i was like looking at jo's hp while she suddenly came out from god knows where and hugged me. haha, awwwwwh :)

i went to yipee cup with jeslyn they all. they were playing cards and i was just sitting down camwhoring with jeslyn's hp ..with her , of course. jo and the rest came after tht. i couldnt smoke my ciggies cause they stated that under 18 are not allowed to smoke. WHATFUCK weih.

around 6, i was in a rush to go home cause jo said leenna was gonna pick us up from ou at about 6.45. i rushed home, took my bath, got dressed until it was 7 ish. i told leenna and the gang to go off to hartamas first . called the cab but there was NO cab around tht time. Pfft ! i called shih-shih to pick me up from my house. texted edmund my address and off we went to hartamas . reached there about 8pm. the taxi charged us Rm20 and it was not worth it at all. dont ask why .

met up with jo, sue, leenna and jeannie at hartamas square. shisha-ed, talked, laughed, eat and what not. later, we went to breakers. played foosball and took pictures with my honeys. LOADS AND LOADS of pictures. saw marcus and his friend. ordered '' long island '' and it tasted good. me and the girls had a lil talk about some stuff.

went and talk to marcus as well .

joseph didnt feel good cause he shisha-ed all by himself . Poor boy :( but he was alright by the time he finished playing foos.
shih-shih and edmund wanted to follow me to mardi gras , but they didnt feel like it cause , IDUNNOWHY. leenna , jeannie , shih and edmund accompanied me to find a cab . they didnt want me to take a cab all by myself , so they asked shih whether he could accompany me to ou but he looked very dizzy and end up i went there by myself. i wanna say thank you to all my friends who were concern about my safety :D love you guys !

reached ou at about 9.30pm. called jeremy and jeffrey. met up with both of them at the same time & introduced both of them at the same time as well. haha. abel and the gang wasnt there yet. mardi gras had some function going on there so it wasnt tht fun. sat down with jeremy, david and all in mardi gras.it was really boring at first cause some dudes from aussie came to mardi and performed. it was a good performance, but yet it was still boring.

All of us went outside & chilled there cause yeahh, we're too lifeless , boohooo . we wanted to yumcha at somewhere nice, but we were too lazy to go.

i went to see jeffrey for a while since it was his BIRTHDAY (:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JEFFREY , anyways:D

both of us went to see the performance and he brought me a cup of chivas :) stand outside there , watching the dudes, break dancing on the stage.they were really good, seriously.

abel , daniel , sharon and her boyfriend were there already but they had trouble getting in. but everything was solved.

we went in mardi gras . the live band wasnt over yet. so, jeff introduced me to some of his friends. sat down and drank a few cups of chivas regal again. jeremy called me . i met up with him near the entrance. david kept on calling me lanci cause i didn talk to him in msn. HMPH. kyle and i were talking to each other since we had nothing else to do.

the lady selling liqours in mardi were looking hot . not being lesbian here but it's the fact. i drank two shots of barcardi apple. jeremy and david cheng-ed me :) it was realllllllllllyyyyy nice.i love it. tried the new beer as well, and it was good too. went back to jeff's table and had a few shots with jeff, daniel and sharon :)

jeremy and kyle teman-ed me to the toilet since abel and all were busy drinking . i almost stepped on someone's vomit. it was so disgusting :S

bumped into rainee . sharon spend us '' flaming lamboghini'' . it was me and rainee's first time drinking it. the way they prepare it , was so unique. i love the flaming part, it was BURNING my throat :) and mygod, i tell you. it tasted much better than all the liqours i drank, really. NO JOKE :D.

met up with li xian, amanda, elvyna, silas, mun yoong, and all. danced with the whole group plus jeff's group and kyle too :) it was so fun . the best dance ever !

the boys carried jeff ( the birthday boy) up on the stage and dance. haha, oh there's this indian old fella dancing like a physco on the dance floor. he was wearing white and orange shirt and high pants. it was so hilarious the way jeremy and the boys danced with him. he danced really weird. i mean no offence, but everyone was making a circle for him and jeremy to dance.. the indian fella was dancing like a typical indian dance, but jeremy was shuffling infront of him.hmmm, BAD COMBINATION. fyi, jeffrey even opened his shirt while dancing. HAHA, crazy guy.

me and the girls just kept on dancing together -gether while the boys were acting crazy on the dance floor. i had a great time dancing with all my girls , mhmmmm(: thanks to jeremy and jeff who carried my bag along with them cause i wouldnt want to dance with my bag along with me. IT WOULD BE WEIRD. :D

abel and all kept on shouting and cheering for us the whole entire time. God knows why. i think they were high or something.

drink, dance,drink, dance. but luckily i didnt get wasted. it was a fun night though. Well, exclude the performance :)

around almost 2am, i went home .

slept after tht. didnt felt good :/

today :

woke up around 2pm. mummy bought lunch for me. and yeah, here i am now.

gotta go.

scoot.

Bounce me up (:

2007-11-22T20:21:00.000-08:00

Noo time to blog . i've been really busy. EAT,WENT OUT, EAT , WENT OUT, EAT, WENT OUT.argh, Havent been sleeping too.

so yah, i'm going out now.

scoooooooooooooooooots*

HA.

2007-11-21T10:52:00.001-08:00

hahaha, testing testing , 1, 2, 3. lol i was just testing the '' friend test'' thing. oooooh, looks like i know myself well. haha. lameeeee.

goodnight.

Something New (:

2007-11-21T03:10:00.000-08:00

me & jeremy.

haha.

ciggies.

heylo.

exhausted-nyerrrrrrr. *Sigh.

woke up very early in the morning for the coures thing. i slept arouuuuuund 4am yesterday cause i was on the phone. when i woke up, i felt like my head was dropping off and my eyes were so PUFFY. God, i needa lot of rest. havent been sleeping for these past few weeks. *OHNO!* :0

GARH.

so yah,

after that,

i waited for my driver to pick me up but he said he cant make it on time cause he's still in KL. WHATFUCK?! mhmmmmm. my teacher gave me Rm5 to take a cab home. she's so nice (: she even teman me back to my house safely.

abel called me and asked me to go ou for a while. i asked him to pick me up but he couldnt find the way to my house. DAMN, i think my area's like a dessert weih, seriously. puh. anyloos i took a frigging cab , again to ou around 1. Jeremy texted me and asked me whether i wanna yumcha with him but i couldnt cause abel called me out first. jeremy convinced me and i felt bad so i told him tht i will give him a call if i can tagg along with him later.

went to osc . met up with shih-shih, kk, derek and the gang. played snooker and foos while waiting for that slow gay to reach ou. he TOOK 1 HOUR to reach and i was waiting like a FOOL in osc . but at least my friends were there to entertain me :D heh. bumped into azzy and abii also.

around 2, we all went to mamak near jetty. abel and his friend were there already. we were chilling outside mardi gras since we didnt know where to go. but end up we decided to go Dj, choy kee . & i had to give him Rm10 to pay his petrol . Gossssssssh, he's so pathetic ! haha, kidding.

we went to gsc for while cause he wanted to see this girl that he met at friendster. and they were like :

'' OMG , SHE'S DAMN HAWT WEIH, DAMN FUCKING HAWWWWWWWWWWT !''.

and i was like :

hahaha, ARE YOU SERIOUS?

& they were like '' NO ! IM JUST SAYING IT IN A SARCASTIC WAY, *SMILES .

Damn potong sial, weih.

Abel drove us to dj.we saw a girl with her boyfriend walking near the park. his friend honned the girl ,twice and abel was like '' WHAT FUUUUCK MAN !''. lol. and when we reached choykee, we saw the girl again with her boyfren.

his friend was like :

eh abel abel, DID YOU JUST HONNED THE GIRL JUST NOW? IS IT THAT GIRL ?! '' And abel was like damn du lan until he said '' eh eh, DANIEL ! you wanna go eat shit ah?! ''. hahaha damn funny weih those jokers. but it was damn embarrassing as well.

we went inside choykee and,

surprisingly his friends was '' king sou-ing'' with some guy. the guy wanted to fight with him face to face but he didnt dare cause he didnt know that he had a huge gang. haha, chicken weih. me , abel and his friend were to lifeless. we actually carried our plates to the other side of the table to watch the show, and immediately when we sat down, all of them walked out from choykee and headed to centrepoint.

PS MAN.

but at least we got to see half of the show , so we're half satisfied larh i guess.

we went and find a snooker place and we found one next to some chinese coffee shop. we thought it was close cause the door was locked. abel was so funny. he open the small box to see whether anyone was inside. i rang the bell, and suddenly one uncle came down. Abel said he was so scared cause he thought tht there were girls inside who got rapped or something. HAHA.

we didnt really like the enviroment there, so we decided to go to '' world snooker''. the place was even better than the previous one. MUCH MUCH BETTER :D. played snooker with them and i was not bad after all. i didnt know i could play snooker till now :) hehh.

jeslyn called me and asked me whether i could meet up with her at ou but i couldnt. when it was my turn to shoot the ball, i quickly, RANDOMLY passed the phone to daniel. they dont even know each other.

daniel was so funny, he was like :

hi, can we be friends? :D . my name is daniel. haha, and im pretty sure jeslyn was ehem*shy*ehem*.lol. ohwell.

Around 4,

jeremy came and pick me up.we wanted to go to subang but he thought tht he couldnt go back in time to pick his mum up from the airport. he was bullying me in the car for the whole time . and really, he's one hell of a crazy person. he can really make me laugh. haha, it's nice hanging out with him thou. I LIKE. we went to banana leaf while waiting for kahweng to reach. we crapped alot , seriously. he even taught me how to open the zippo in a fast way and it was so cool, but i couldnt do it. he did it once, but his zippo suddenly slipped out from his hands and it almost went in to his drink. haha. but well, i'm not good in opening zippos. lol.

kahweng took ages to reach and jeremy couldnt wait anymore longer. he said he MISSED him which is so dang gay of him to say tht. LOL, no offence. but he's use to it soooooo whatever .

after waiting for him to reach , we all went to curve and chilled at starbucks. chit chat, chit chat , laugh laugh laugh.his friend tagged along with us as well. we walked to nike shop cause jeremy wanted to buy a jersey. he couldnt find a proper one cause everything was too big for him. and yes, he's damn fcuking skinny man. i could possibly carry him too if i can .

then , jeremy had to go to the airport already. i asked him to fetch kahweng home first cause it's nearer . but kahweng didnt want to go home first. we were like begging jeremy until he got fed up . hahaaaaaaaaa. we were acting like monyets all the way .

but at last he fetched kahweng back first :) wooohoo.

jeremy drove his car pretty fast and my phobia suddenly came back. it was damn scary. he almost banged a car outside rasta but thankgod , i didnt die. we saw a yellow four wheel car, and it says '' TATA''. and the defination of '' TATA'' is '' GOODBYE''. he screamed '' BYEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!! '' to tht person and it was damn loud. HAHAHA, crazy weih.

ahwell, i reached home about few minutes ago. imma go take my nap now. i might go out tonight thou.

so tata :)

It means nothing.

2007-11-19T02:42:00.000-08:00

The lalaness .

her.

TheverycloseUp, picture.

Mwah.

i guess she's bored too.

took by abii .

Still standing.

;)

azzzy boy.

jinjin.

:)

At rasta.

Was Boreddddd

tipseeeey.

haha. whose fingers ,i wonder? ;)

toilet :)

Vj.

jason* leens.

scarlet.

Jo.

jin, jess, kei :D

another posers.

Nice belt, jason.

I love him.

<3

jo,jin, kei.

Boys.

Bestfriends <3

sue jin popped ? ;)

i LURVE HER .

Posers.

that lady broke it :(

but we got a new one :)

she was sad. haha.

jinnnn :D

me and the boys.

jin , jess , jason. the three J's :)

swoooshhh swoooosh.

BAM :)

HAH :D

Proud to be.

Right back into love.

candid.

hehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

hi.

frigging tired & i need some rest. Godddddd.

anyhoos yesterday :

slept around 4am yesterday cause i was watching The Others while waiting for jeremy to chat with me in msn. But he took [12183721469214 !] to reach home . Grrrrrr. haha. i'm not angry, dont worry. i'm just Grr-ing for the sake of no reason.

well, woke up at 11 ish since my OHSOLOUD alarm, KE-RINGED. mhmmmmmm. Driver picked me up from my house around 1. went to ou to fetch abii. She was having some money issues but i dont wanna be so kepohhhhh about it.

we went to bangsar for lunch and shisha at D'haven. yummmmmmmyishhh. i ordered tomyam seafood glass noodle. IT WAS FUCKING GOOD.it suppose to be spicy, but ya knowwww i cant take TOO SPICE ;) that's just me.

The shisha flavour sucked balls. but the smoke was damn smooth. overall, it's okay i guess.

then, one of the customer accidentally broke our shisha into pieces. & everything's a total loss. it cost her around Rm200 and it's frigging expensive for one shisha.The worker claimed tht the shisha's not from malaysia. It's from Dubai. i mean whatdafark, not only D'haven 's shisha were imported from dubai kay. Other shops was imported from dubai too. mar-thar-farker. ish.

But everything was okay after settling some problems about the money.

me and abii walked to mooie and gossips to look around. but abii had no cash and i didnt have the mood to buy anything . but i saw this top from gossips. it's so nice especially the belt around it. GOD, im gonna buy it . soon lah soon lah. when i get my allowance from daddy.

met up with azzy for a while . i had to go for my crashcoures thing. so azzy dropped me at the other row. abii went off to ou with azzy. so, my driver dropped me at my house to collect my books. and off i went for the stupid coures thing. i was kinda late due to the jam in bangsar. mhmm, but WHO CARES. lol. i hate going for the coures. waste my time like shyte.

after tht, jeremy smsed me but i didnt have credit to reply. after buying my top-up, i called him and we had a lil nice , funny, weird conversation . haha. he asked me to go Port Dickson with him tmr with his friends, but i didnt want to cause i DONT really know his friends. SORRAYYYYYYY JEREMY :( will belanja you makan one day :) pinkypromise.

went online for a while.

all of a sudden joseph called me and asked me to go out cause it's jason's last day at malaysia :( he's migrating to aussie tmr. & im gonna MISS THAT FELLA . sigh.but i was afraid to ask mummy's permission cause i doubted that she will let me out, but in the end she allowed :D yay. then, joseph said he's gonna pick me up at 7.45pm but i was in my shorts and snoopy t-shirt. & hell yeah, i actually messed up my whole room.

Jason's my very close friend in my heart & he's going AWAY?! goodness. but SIGH,im gonna miss that dude.

so, we went to laundry and ordered a jug of heineken. yummmmmmmmm :) my favourite. finally i can taste the beer in my mouth . we all were chilling and talking about 'stuff'. me and the rest swallowed the whole beer down. it was damn good. i felt tht hotness in my throat :D HEH.

i wanted to shop but nah, i didnt wanna ditch my friends just for clothes :/

few minutes later, i saw leenna outside cine. And ohmygod, it's been ages since i saw her like god knows when. i miss that bitch ;) the guys went to the toilet AGAIN. mhmmmmmm.me & leenna went to the toilet for the sake of taking pictures. haha. Randomness.

after tht, we went to scarlet for another drink. but it was so boring and the music sucks . they played all the old songs which i've never heard before. it looks like a club but hell no , it's not. suggest you guys not to go there. jo ordered tequila sunrise & sex on the beach. it tasted weird and bitter. wait let me make it clear, it tasted like MEDICINE :0 ewwwwww-ish.

i thought sex on the beach will taste good, but nah i was wrong. but i like the colour of the drink thouuuu. i was 50 percent high . i actually embarassed myself infront of everyone . Cauuuuuuuuuuse , i pushed the whole table down without noticing it. but it's not as bad as breaking some fragile thing.

camwhored camwhored , chit chat, chit chat.

leeenna had to go home already and i was the only girl left :S

we walked to santuary cause i wanted to go there. but the guys didnt want to go cause they assumed that they wont be able to go in. saaaaaad. but santuary isnt tht nice anyway. chilled there for a while until jo's sis and her boyfren came to drop by.saw siau lung as well and he tagged along with us.

jo , me and sue jin and the rest were upstairs , sitting on the stairs settling some problems. but everything was okay by then. i was the one acting uber crazy the whole time. lol. ahwell.

we went to some bakery shop cause jo's sister and her boyfriend was there. jo and the guys had to go back so i terpaksa go back too. we went home around 11 something. my mum came and pick me up and headed to mc dees cause i was starving like hell. i didnt have enough cash to eat expensive food cause im broke :( spended like 600 over already. dammmmmm, i feel the pain.

then jeremy called me and we talked until 3 in the morning. i was being emolistic the whole time but im okay now. effing happy , dont worry.

i went to sleep after tht.

today, i woke up around 9 ish. i went for the fucking coures again. i hate it. really, i do. i was super tired. couldnt really concentrate .

around 11 ish, azzy asked me out for lunch . we went to some mamak at taman tun. ate my nasi goreng ikan masin :) D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S . we talked about life and his own personal problems.

He dropped me at ou around 2 .

went to studio 78 and met up with sue jin and joseph.

we walked to osc and bumped into derek, shih-shih and the rest. it's been so long since i saw them as well cause yah, i've not been going ou for a long time. so ou's no longer my 2nd house . heh. NO ADDICTION MAN.

me , sue jin and joseph went to waffle world cause jo wanted to eat. saw leenna again :D yay. oh fyi, i despise the ice lemon tea they serve in waffle world. no offence . but im just getting the facts right.

we walked around for a bit.

went back to osc again. played foosball with kk and jo. met up with huikwan too. junhui was there and he kept on telling us , silly jokes but it all make sense i guess.

you know wht?

like i said, i dont plan to go ou anymore and im happy bout it. the people in ou are getting lesser and lesser too . that sucks . OU'S GOING DOWN THE DRAIN PEOPLE. haha. i mean what's there to do in ou? osc, movies ,eat, osc movies eat, osc, movies,eat. argh. SAME OLD THANG. whatever.

around 4 i met up with abii and her mum. she bought a bag from topshop and it's frigging nice. i need more bags thou. i have to convince my mum to give me more money so i can spend it for myself . but but buuuuuuut, i'll spend it wisely, of coures.

abii's mum dropped us at rasta. shisha-ed again . suppose to meet up with two of abii's friends but they didnt turn up so it's only two of us. it wasnt fun as well but we're getting use to it. i ate my nasi goreng ikan masin again. hahhaa, im addicted to it . ohno, i just realise tht it's FATTENING :0 . gah, WHO CARES? Live to eat man (:

her mum picked us up from rasta and then dropped me home.

junhui asked me out for dinner . so prolly i'll be going.

got tones of pictures to post up.

haveFun

I cant take this pressure anymore.

2007-11-18T07:53:00.000-08:00

HI, IM SAD , IM HURT, IM DYING , I'M BREATHLESS, I'VE NO ENEGRY, I CANT GET UP,I CANT EAT, I CANT DRINK MY FAVOURITE DRINK, I CANT LAUGH, I CANT SPEAK, I CANT SEE ANYONE, I CANT DO ANYTHING .

all because of you. think bout it. you never tell me stuff.

God.

I cant live like this. you cant DO this to me, understand? just tell me when youre ready if not i'll pass :)

ps : i'll prolly fade away.

Shut the hell up.

2007-11-18T03:25:00.000-08:00

Ohemgee, i look retarded.

I need you to turn me over.

mum.

LB.

Take two :)

I love this picture.
FCUK :)

Life's a bitch sometimes. but you just have to bare with it.

Bite my lips.

Me and mum's :)

AH, who's this? (;

Say hi to my mum.

hehheeh, she's painting it , SHE'S PAINTING IT.

Parafin.

I like cherry , VERY THE MUCH.

helloooo.

God, i'm hungry . mummy's still cooking dinner :) mhmmmmmmm.

well, me & mum WANTED to go church today. but since i woke up late and mummy was in the market buying groceries for tonight's dinner. we decided to skip church. Damn.

so, mummy rushed in the house and ran towards me and say '' COMEON,LETS GO SHOPPIIIIIIING !''. I was like '' WEEEEEEERT, where did that come from? ''. haha. she's being sarcastic , i know.

my mum went to get her lenses first and then off we went to bangsar. it was 11.30 , close to noon . But mumm wants to have BRANCH with me. we ate at La Bodega. the breakfast there is WHOOOOOOSH, DELICIOUS MAN. they served all kinds of dishes. and the seafood rice was GOOOD. damn, i love it.

this is the first time enjoying my branch , actually. hmmmm :D fyi, the hash browns there are fantastic. oh and more than that, they have their own personal SPA. A lady took us on a tour ,upstairs La bodega in the spa room. The aromatherapy smelled good. And i couldnt take my eyes out of it.

All of the workers are pros. really, trust me, believeeeeee me . lol.

anyhoos, later..

we went to gossips . i bought shorts and a sundress . it cost around 100 something. but it was worth it, i guess.Mum said , sundresses suits me. :0 then, we headed to mooie, opposite gossips. the clothes there re nice. Very fashionable-ishh.

mum bought two bags from there. SHE LIKE IT, I LIKEEEE IT TOO :)

it was 2 ish. abii called me and asked me out for lunch. but i was too full :/ . haha, who cares. i still wanna see her.

she had no transport to bangsar. so, i asked her to meet me at my house & we will decided where to go. mum had to go to the market to buy veges.

we went home after that. abii called me and she said she couldnt find the way to my house. i directed her but she couldnt find it. she claims TAMAN TUN's a dessert. HAHA. sure is :)

my mum went to taman tun library so i can fetch her from there. mum dropped us at rasta. unfortunately, rasta wasnt open yet. SOOO, we went to makbul to yumcha until 4. Abii was craving for shisha, so was i. HEH.

around 4 .we went over to rasta which is NEXT DOOR from makbul. The shisha guy was not there yet. We had to wait patiently for the shisha guy to prepare it for us . Pffffffft. i asked one of the workers there whether he's on the way ,but she said he was still sleeping. Ahwell.

yeah, he reached around 4 ish. Moreover,we had to wait for the arang to get burned. mhmmmmmm. & we were the FIRST customer weeeih.

around 5 ish. my mum picked us up from rasta and went home. abii tagged along with me as well. we watched''Night in the museum''.i know it's an old movie but STILL, we havent watch it yet . it was a funnnnnneeeey movie . i like. Expecially when the T-rex's playing FETCH GAME with ben stiller. lol.

abii had to go home for dinner . i ate dinner with my parents , as usual. SUNDAY'S A FAMILY DAY. hmmmmm.

gotta scoot now.

byeeeee.

You just love bringing me down huh?

2007-11-17T08:07:00.000-08:00

IM FAT :) haha. hiiiii.

i think im fat man. well, to me i've been eating a lot these days. but people say'' OMG, SILLY YOURE SO THIN !!!!''. like hell no, i'm not. SIGH.

anyways,

woke up pretty late today. mummy left ROTI CANAI in the kitchen for me to eat but since i woke up late, i rather eat my lunch outside. azlan called me and he asked me for cash cause of god knows why. lol. but yeah, i dont have much cash with me right now cause it's with mummy.

sorry azzy.

i had one missed call from jeremy . but i was asleep already. In the end, we get to message each other :D. watched a lil bit of tv while drinking honey. yummmmm. mummy came to pick me up for lunch and headed to bangsar.

i went for face treatment at '' STRIP KL''. REALLY REALLY PROFESSIONAL PEOPLE THERE. after booking an appointment for me, me and mummy went to alexis for lunch. had PASTA :) it was absolutely delicious. we were practically lazy to go to the one in the shopping mall, so yeah. instead of wasting time.. we went to the one near D'haven.

not much difference thouuuu.

after lunch, we went back to strip kl. some lady name '' jacky '' did the treatment for me. she's very well organised and the therapy she use smelled good. later, me and mummy decided to paint our nails . i did pedicure , and i painted it silver in colour for a change . my fingers are getting yellow due to the darkness of the colour i use to paint. :(

i did some nail therapy too. which i have to soak my hands and legs in some solution and they will wrap it up. it was worth it, like VERY WORTH IT. i dont mind going there again to do my nails :) and normally when you wanna dry your nails faster, you have to WAIT for a while but then, they have this special dryer for legs and hands to make it dry even faster. it was goooooooood , i mean everything.

it was 8pm. we went home and fetched daddy to tagg along with us for dinner. we headed to Renaissance hotel . i dont really like the food there. dont have much varieties as well. but at least, i can fill up my stomach . hehhh.

hmmmmmmm, walked around for a bit.then we went to ss2 to buy dvds since we were bored to death.

went home after that.

currently we're watching'' resident evil 3'' since i didnt watch the whole movie while parents didnt watch it at all.

gah, i dont feel good today.

anyhoos,

gotta scoot now folks.

have a good night.

will upload pictures tmr.

Ps : Will you ever tell me about your life or will you just keep it to yourself all the time? it's unfair.

Jessica needs Vodka :)

2007-11-16T07:55:00.000-08:00

The jokers :)

abii.

The gayo.

[Yeahhh, i camwhored (;]

haha. hello.

i went to ou today with azzy , cken and abii. mhmmmmm, the usuals :) ate my breakfast got dressed . OH YEAH, & the worst thing is, my oh so busy driver 's in KL. SOOOOOOO YEAH, i have to go there by cab , AGAIN. :/

i called the cab like [ 1247329472390480928423 ! ] times but there's NO CAB . i felt so frustrated and i decided to call mom to asked my neighbour, jonathan .. whether he could fetch me to ou but mom said it's very troublesome for him. PFFFT. Goshhhh. i was sweating all over , fyi . and it's absofcukinglutely uncomfortable . gah, bite me :) lol.

anyhoos,

At last azzy could fetch me. cken was in the car as well :) went to ou. we tried looking for abii, but she didnt pick up her our phone call. we got worried, so cken went to look for her. me and azzy bought tickets for the four of us . we bought '' beowolf'' cause cken and azzy wanted to watch it. we went to look for abii and cken, and surprisingly cken and abii was walking opposite us.

Lucky we didnt step downstairs or upstairs , cause if we did we 'll be wasting our breath.

it was 2.16 and the movie starts at 2.15.

the movie was pretty good. the colour of the skin , the hair and everything is exactly like the movie, 300. moreover, the movie was quite disgusting too . *Erkkkk.

after the movie, we went to burger king to eat :) was starving like hell. abii and azzy wanted to shisha but plans were changed , we headed to MCDEES, centrepoint. ordered FRIES . i think im gonnna put a lil more weight. :S i mean hellooooooo, FRIES IS FATTENING . OHEMGEE, I THINK I HAVE TO HIT THE GYM ASAP. daaang.

whatever -.-

azzy send me and abii home .

rest for a while.

around 7 ish. went for dinner at ss4. the porridge were delicious :D

went home around 11. watched '' just like heaven '' with aunty elise since she wanna watch it too :) it's so cute that she and i get to spend '' QUALITY TIME '' with each other on the same bed. LOL. how niceeee. oh and sorry jeremy if i didnt show up in mardi.

i neeeeeeeeeeeeeed to drink. i need to party hard . i guess i want to hit the clubs like next week :) wheeewhoo. oh oh, i tore my blue lenses,& i just bought the grey one :) im gonna be busy tmr & the day after tmr. so yeah, i will be available on Monday onwards .

hmmmmph, imma go take a nap now.

Have a wonderful night , guys.

The used to be :)

2007-11-15T02:15:00.000-08:00

SniffSnuff - pig <3

Piggy.

Keep me warm.

heylo.

BORED :(

anyways, yeah the whole thing BOUT me being emo.it's no big deal. now i know the truth bout love. Love is the hardest thing to handle in life for me. All the sad moments, KILLED ME :/ but in a way , i still feel proud being next to him. Being Close friends with him is the most wonderful thing . & he always brighten up my day. i used to love this guy a lot, [ talking about another guy] but some things just didnt go the way we wanted. but we're still friends.

haha. ohmygod, why is this stuck in my head ? hmmph, maybe it's fated, lol.

anyhoo. i stayed at home today. watched the dvds my mom bought. talked on the phone with azzy. went online , practically the WHOLE day. jeff asked me to go over his house but i cant , cause i've no transport. ohwell, like i said .. i dont have the intention to go out cause all those memories hits to me all the time . GOOD MEMORIES , OF COURES :D . heh.

but i miss it , somehow. to be straight forward, i have feelings towards him, recently. currently his at damansara and im here. lol. gah. i hate thursdays. RAWR.

and i feel like shopppingggggggggg :( but my driver went home already, so mhmmmm i cant go out just for today. ish ish. but it's okay. being alone at home for once in a while , wont DIE .

imma go watch tv now and crunch my chocolate tht mommy left in the fridge.

i camwhored :)

Do you tell me everything that's in your mind? Ask yourself.

2007-11-14T20:44:00.000-08:00

Just woke up. currently eating my lunch. i have crashcoures later.

i just dont have the energy to go out today. many reasons. everything's stuck in my head and im frustrated about some things. thing's tht cant get out from my mind. yesterday night, i've thinking bout stuff. and i can barely sleep :/

SO YAH, CANT TALK, & I'M TOO WEAK. dont ask why :)

ps : do you ever tell me anything? i guess you wouldnt understand about how i feel.

Confused , goddammit.

2007-11-14T04:13:00.000-08:00

heyy.

woke up today at 6.30 in the morning :( i couldnt sleep. and i dreamt about something WEEEEEEIIIIRD. careless to tell it out. so, got dressed and waited for winston to pick me up. after tht, went to pick abii and jeannie up too.winston said i'm bad at directing people , which i obviously disagreed. PFFT :/

decided to eat ba ku teh at subang. it was okay , i guess. Not as good as klang's one. klang's one is like THE BOMB :D

chit-chat for a while. winston kept on calling the cat which i hate it. i mean, my point is .. i really hate cats. no offence, but yeah they're not adorable neither cute . *giggles. i like dogs more than cats. hehhhh.

yah, whatever.

later, winston's driver dropped us at abii's house. chill there for a while .
abii's mom dropped us at ou. abii & jeannie went to the gym and i went to see joseph at studioR. as usual, he was playing foos .

went to meet jeannie after tht . jo & jean went back to studioR cause jo left his watch over there. i went to look for cken and azzy. played a round of foos with my friends. chilled in osc , of coures :/ .

abel called me and i went to wong kok to teman him. he 's sucha joker , i swear. & hell yeah, i get to bully him every single time. lol. nice nice :D

saw cken, azzy, farhan and liza all of a sudden. sat down with em and they were making jokes about '' something babi something babi''. harhah. couldnt concentrate cause i was thinking bout something else, so yah . SIGH.

screw it.

went to buy movie tickets with cken . we watched '' stardust''. it was a really good movie. the movie is something like Narnia but in a different way :) i'll rate it 9/10. still good okay !

after movies,

i went home cause i had nothing else to do in ou. took my bath and had my nappy time. aunty elise came to my house to prepare dinner for me.

& now i'm totally bored.

imma go rest my mind.

chao chao .

I apologise, so kill me if you're not satisfied :)

2007-11-13T06:25:00.000-08:00

heyyylooo :)

exhausted sial :/. * A BIG SIGH *.

anyways,

woke up around 12 ish. couldnt wake up early today cause i was too tired due to all the late nights . so yah, i had a really good sleep :D.

then, went online for a while. cken wanted to meet up with me today, but i had to go for some crashcoures thing again :( he called me around 9 and my mum picked up cause she didnt want to disturb me . im sorry cken that i cant teman you today .

my driver bought for me KFC for lunch. yummmmmmmm :) watched '' good luck chuck'' and it was a stupid-iest movie i ever seen. mhmmmm. dont ever watch it. i bloody waste my time for watching it, darn it.
around 3 ish, went for the crashcoures thing. it was really good. i learned alot of things and it thought me how to gain my skills in maths.

and i use to hate maths a lot but now i kinda like itttttttt. heh.

after that, i got 4 missed calls from cken . he wanted to come to my house and chill but i didnt pick up the phone cause i was half way doing my maths . i called him but he had other plans already :/ damnnnnn, ditched him for the second time. i feel really bad . but at least i had a good reason.

went home and got dressed. my driver dropped me off at ss2 . met up with jeffrey and bryan at wong kok. yumcha-ed for a while. got really bored and we decided to visit alex at his shop. bumped into jie yi . havent seen her for ages . surprisingly, alex worked as a hairstylist :0 and he dyed his hair GOLD ! mygod, so lala. haha, kidding . it suits him well enough :D hehheh.

bryan wanted to dye his hair , so we went over to jeffrey's house . listen to his '' FENG TAO music''. that's what they called it. chilled there & the boys were crapping all the while , as usual. went downstairs and watched tv . waited for my mum to pick me up. bryan and alex went home already and i was the last. hmmm, mummy's always late ! lol. i dont blame herrr, she works in KL.

teman jeff since i was the only guest in his house. his parents was really sporting, believe me. freaking open minded weihhhh. gah, anyhoo. my mum had no idea how to go to his house . jeff's dad dropped me at wong kok. mummy picked me up from there. aunty elise tagged along as well. we went to jeff's dads restaurant to eat.

around 10 , we went home :)
that's about it.

tmr ,

i'm going to subang with winston, abi and jeannie to eat ba ku teh in the morning. and guess what? we're going there at 7.30 in the morning ! omggggg, i have to sleep early tonight :) cant cant cant waiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit .

the end.

A day out with my besties :)

2007-11-12T03:22:00.000-08:00

OOOOOOOH, LOOK .. IT'S FIRE ! :0 . lol

yadeda .

cken :)

azzzy.

candid shit, babeh.

The moment of laughter .

!

gay boyyyyy, mmm mmmm.

jo&jess.

Love .

mummy & daddy :)

My cousin in female magazine :)

hello.

had a busy night yesterday. couldnt sleep & couldnt eat as well. had no appetite :/. don't ask why. maybe it's because of the curry chicken i ate yesterday. Too much oil .

suppose to go for some sex educational meeting today that my mum organised . but NO, i didnt want to learn anything bout sex cause practically i know everything about it. , Duh. who doesnt? lol. so, cken called cause he wanted to meet up with me, so as abii. got dressed and took a cab to ou , since i've no transport today :( daddy's leaving to vietnam. THAT MEANS, i can have my whole freedom to myself. wait wait, not my whole freedom, but yeah something like that. :D

met up with my friend at osc. chilled there till abi came. we walked to wongkok to meet up with cken & azzy. yumcha-ed and met up with joseph loooooooo at yipee cup:) finally i get to have lunch with him

teman him until his break's over. saw jeremy as well (:

then, we headed to osc and played a round of pool with azzy.

yadayadayada.

azzy took us to bangsar to shisha at D'heaven :) the shisha there was good. hang around there for a while. and went back to ou again . puhhhhhh, ou ou ou ou, My life's basicly all about the bloody fcuking ouuuuu . ishhhhhh.

went home after that cause i was bored.

might go out for dinner. so yeah, gotta runnnn now ya'll.

Ps : i love you <3

chaochao :)

Was i stupid to cry , or did i meant to cry infront of you?

2007-11-10T06:22:00.000-08:00

The sucky restaurant .

Mummy's.

daddy's .

Rockbabehhh.

:)

(;

& Maybe someday, we'll find true love that's bringing us together :)

Boy Boy, i'm being drawn to you.

Just take me to my favourite place before i break down .

will upload the rest later. internet's being a bitch.

oh anyways today : sunday.

went to church. went to carolling practice with my friends. and i sang solo again ! ishhhh. fritz joined us too :) haha, you should see his singing skills, totally hilarious. after carolling, he and his friends were doing some silly actions infront of the crowd . HAHA. lifeless sial .

then, elvyna drove us to mc dees to tagg along with the other youth members. and we almost kena banged by one car and it was super duper fun :) But the boys at the back was making so much noise. -.-

makan, makan. elvyna, bryan and fritz caught a fly & they put it inside the ice hole and freeze it. gosh, poorthang. sucha naughty people mhmm? BUT ANYWAYSSSSS, they're one crazeeeeey people, so cant help :) ahaha.

kor kor gene took me home and yeah here i am waiting for jeannie to come over to my house to collect my dvd from me . she wants to watch the notebook, so i let her even though i wanna watch it today :( but haha, i'm being kind here okay !

that's all. imma go sleep now. tired . * YAWNNN.

chaochao.

yesterday :

Let see,

In the afternoon, i continued watching '' just like heaven'' with mummy. around 3, i watched '' bring it on 2'' which was super nice even though this is my 3rd time watching it (: but careless cause i don't have any fascinating stuff to do.mhmmmmmmm. boring sial.

there's something awkward about today. i just don't know why i dont have the guts to go out . i wanted to drop by at mooie, bangsar to do a lil shopping for myself since i called it '' the shopping month'' in my organiser but naaaaaah, i feel like staying home even though i have to stand the boredom's :)

i wanna be a homey girl for this two days ? :D HAHA. doesnt make any difference .

*frowned.

anyhoos,

got dressed for dinner, with parents. daddy was VERY LAMBAT today. he came to fetch me and mumm from our house around 7.30 but he was suppose to reach around 7 . AISSSSSH. we went down to KL to eat at the grill restaurant . they served A LOTSA MEAT . everywhere 's like : MEAT MEAT MEAT :0 . god, my parents wanted to puke. but , i wanted to melt cause the smell of it , makes my tummy groaned :D teehee.

the pasta , the appetizer, the dessert, the soup, the salad and the drinks were delicious.but the main coures SUCK BALLS. daddy ordered lamb shank & it was so bloody hard that he couldnt bite it. and they mix it with GARLIC SAUCE ?! crazeeeeeeey. they suppose to mix it with mint sauce. so, daddy asked the waiter for MINT SAUCE, but erm sorry to say this .. the mint sauce SUCKS. mummy didnt like her fillet steak and her sweet potato. i mean, in my family including me despises sweet potatoes. so ewwww-ish.

i ordered fillet tenderloin with BBQ sauce, but the BBQ sauce didnt taste well. yet all of us had to force ourselves to eat it cause hell yeah, it's expensive. DAMN. dad complained to the cook, and he was like '' sorry boss, sorry boss. will not do that again''. HAHA.

but the only nice thing about the restaurant is the environment. very chilling :)

after that,

we went to mummy's office to get our passports. we might fly to either Singapore, ausie or langkawi around december . and yeah, i'm going to london on the 22nd of dec :( imma gonna miss my friends! ahwell , sigh.

oh guess what? i might go for some modelling thing with my cousin likeeeeeeee god knows when. but yeah, she model-ed for female magazine :) and she 's my dad's sister's daughter. very talented model :)

gonna post up pics now .

enjoy .

You're better than my chocolate fudge cake <3

2007-11-10T00:36:00.001-08:00

Found myself just the other day
In the backyard of a friends place
Thinking about you
Thinking of the crowd you're in,
What you're up to, where you've been,
Just thinking...

You know the clothes that you wear, and the colour in your hair,
Shouldn't change you,
Now you tell me why is it so,
You're bigger than Mighty Joe
At least you think so

God my fingers burned,
Now when I think of touching your hair
You have changed so much that I don't know,
If I can call you, and tell you I care
And I would love to bring you down,
Plant your feet back on the ground

Threw my smoke down on the ground
Turned my head and I heard the sound, that reminded me
Of the days so young and sweet,
Always so much fun to me
At least I thought so

Now you think you're so damn fine,
You could rule the world,
No not mine,
I don't think so

God my fingers burned,
Now when I think of touching your hair,
You have changed so much, that I don't know,
If I can call you and tell you I care

You know the scene that you're in,
And the people that you've been with,
Just get to me
But you think I'm not as cool
As you are so beautiful,
Who you foolin?
Well I'm here to tell you babe,
The game you're in, is just a game
So damn pretentious

God my fingers burned,
Now when I think of touching your hair,
You have changed so much that I don't know,
If I can call you, and tell you I care
And I would love to bring you down,
Plant your feet back on the ground

You think you're so beautiful....So beautiful

PS : lyrics : So beautiful.

anyways, imma go out soon now. gotta run

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

Tell me something i don't know :)

2007-11-09T02:21:00.000-08:00

the kidy gay boy 2 : azzy.

The eyes.

The other lala girl.

<3

tingkan <3

she's so cute, i know.

So much for the pose.

Whisperrrr.

Lalaness.

Holditup.

burger king .

kan.

The shot.

EGG PLUS YING YONG PLUS SUGAR , YUMMY?

say hi to winstooooooon :)

me : winston : abii.

She's the bestfriend .

I'm being emo now all cause of cken ! ish ish ishyyyy.

anyways,

slept around 3am cause i was watching '' just like heaven '' on my laptop. cken called me , so i didnt manage to watch the whole show :/ but it's okay.

woke up around 11 ish. got dressed. cken and azzy picked me up from my house around 1pm. then, we picked abii up after that & we went straight to ou.

walked to gsc to buy tickets for '' lions and lambs''. after that, we went to osc and i bumped into chee foong and all. havent seen them for a long time cause i dont have the intention to go to ou anymore. i'm getting sick of it , thanks to cken and azlan for influencing me.

so, after eating our lunch

we went for movies. and the show was pretty boring. i dont have the heart to rate it.azlan and cken went to god knows where , me and abii walked to burger king to meet winston. i havent been seeing for like 1000000000000 years. and he looked like an uncle now :D HAH, kidding. he looked cute :)

chilled there for a while and camwhored of coures.

we went back to osc and bumped into cken and azzy and they were pretty pissed cause they so called claimed that WE DITCHED THEM. but we didn't. i mean, i send cken a message that we were going to see someone but they didnt reply and they didnt pick up their phone .

SO YAH LARH, blame us pulakkkkkkkk. grhhh. but we're okay. WE'RE ALWAYS OKAY :) lol.i mean, they're not some guys who merajuk alot i guess.

we were getting a lil BORED. we decided to go rasta . we shished and chit chat for like 1 hour. abii had to go home, so azzy and cken dropped me home as well. and now i'm practically on the phone with cken and azzy so yeah i'm busy :)

chaochaoooooooo.

You've got my fingers blend ;

2007-11-08T02:39:00.000-08:00

Well i've been thinking about a lot of things. about friendship between me and jes. i had a talk with her yesterday on the phone. we talked about our past friendship .i'm not posting this because i WANT to tell the whole world, but this is what i'm thinking.

she's a great friend. i was close to her last time and i had a lot of fun with her. i really did :) well sometimes like i said, everyone has ups and downs right? i mean it's life , what can we do? me and jeslyn want to gain this friendship of ours and one day we will find the same path that will lead us to our friendship.

it takes time but , we've been taking all those misunderstandings and all out from our brains. and i think it's working out.

last time, we were out of our minds. we love to take pictures together and hit the playground every single time . & furthermore, we always hangout together in ou . those laughters and lame conversations we had was a nice thing .it's unforgettable.

we always share secrets and until now i've never burst any secret of hers. i mean ,
what i'm trying to say is, jes i know it takes time , you told me that. & maybe it's time to think positive and neglect all the bad memories we had. let time tell :)
but whatever it is, we will always be friends and we are now :) .
like you said, we might not be bestfriends like we use to be, but in future, who knows? :D i'm just glad that i get to know you as a friend.

no use fighting cause it wont bring us to good.

i guess you really understand about friendship huh? guess what? friendship never ends with a full stop or a pause.

:)

GRH

2007-11-08T00:37:00.001-08:00

GRHHH, something's wrong with my music player :(

Keep smiling :D

2007-11-07T19:57:00.000-08:00

kannn yannn yeee.

ME AND MY HOUSE ? :)

suppose to take a picture with abii,but she wasnt ready.

Finally , a picture perfect .

:)

emo girl :)

azz;abbb .

me and my guy partner, cken !

azzy; abii ; jess

i LOVE THIS PICTURE.

BAH !

em ;)

GAH, i love you , gayboy ! haha. kidding :D

azzy & abii :)

& this is jessicating .

cken ; abii ; azzy :)

abiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

cken , you should thank me that i didnt touch your cheeks ! laughs*

Apple plus jackfruit :)

lala chai :)

us in azzy's car.

The moment of hyperness.

azzzzyyooo <3

abii ; me ; cken :)

cken's such a poser man. hahah .

me&cken. feeling high .

raineeeeee .

yisoon and i :)

the boys hanging around mardi gras.

the girls : siang's girlfren and kyle's girlfriend. [ can't remember their names]

us again :D

hello.

alriiiight, sorry for not blogging. i've been really tired and exhausted for the past few months cause of my outgoing activities :) but i had fun, i had fun.

so yah,

continued :

yesterday, abii came over. i told her to come over around 6.30 but end up she came around 7 ish. and my frigging eye liner broke :( unfortunately , i have to rush abii to come over to my house as soon as possible. sorry babe .

after getting all dressed up, while waiting for azlan and cken to pick us up. we were acting like monyets , seriously. we were being so lame and jakun-ish that we couldnt stop laughing. haha, oh i got a new name for abii :) - DARLIE . cause her teeth is so WHITE . lol. mhmmmmm .

azlan and cken reached my house around 8pm.

we went to tropicana to have dinner and i dont have to worry about my pocket money cause cken belanja-ed all of us :D heh. we decided to eat indian food at spicy garden . TWO THUMS UP FOR THAT MAN ! and thankgod, azzy get to play his songs in the restaurant to lift up our enjoyment :)

Oh, and cken spend us liquor as well :
which is Bombay, chivas shot, frozen margarita,tequila, JD, heineken jug and loads more. i never take any shots before and this was my first time taking it. but my throat was burning ! but after that, it was okay. we drank and drank till i felt really high and tipsy . omg, can't imagine how'd i react. i was like screaming and laughing for god knows why. but cken took care of me , so everything was okay.Abii was fine but she was very hyperactive.

after dinner and all the funny moments in the restaurant..

we went to havana which is a bar/club area. me and abii wanted to drink , so we asked the boys to order vodka shot for us but the bartender told us that it's close for private function,PSHTTTTTTT ! . but we could bare with it. it's no harm .

we walked to the playground near the golf area there and we played see-saw which was so kiddy-ish of us to do that , i know. but we had fun as well. we camwhored and we were talking all sorts of shytes and practically i cant even remember what we've said. but all i can remember is, me sitting on the swing and i guess i was talking to myself :0 . ohmygee, i'm insane !

we sat on the sand and chilled there for a while cause my brain was in some insane planet . ahaha but ahwell, i couldnt walk properly and i couldnt think what i was going to say. Everything was so blurrr-ish. it's hard to explain how crazy we were .i EVEN SAID CKEN WAS CUTE. hahah, and yeah i admit he is cute in some way lahkay. and i remembered that everyone were staring at us like we're some orang utan from tanjung rambutan. haha, ish.

BUTBUT, i can drink alright !

ps : my legs were full of mosquito bites :(

we walked to the car and by that time, i was like 50 percent awake and abii just suddenly dose off like in 2 seconds, maybe cause she was too exhausted. :/ she was sitting infront with azzy and i was sitting at the back with cken. we went to rasta but then, me and abii couldnt get our ass out from the car.

so,

we went to 7 eleven to get eclips and water .oh and there were many birds on the trees and azzy got pooped by the birds and it was so hilarious but he didnt have much choice. lol. you should see the look on his face. we parked the car infront of her house and chilled for 10 minutes . we send her home and azzy dropped me and cken to ou around 10 plus.

we walked to mardi gras and bumped into ruiyang, siang, ahgan, ka keat, kyle , kahkit, marcus , yi soon , raineee, brian and many more. me and cken waited like fools outside mardi cause we were waiting for siang they all to arrive.

later, we went in to mardigras to wish sunny , happy birthday but we couldnt find him. so, we sat there and drank a sip of chivas. i saw rainee and brian and we got to dance together , finally.

danced and danced with my bestfriends and some random girl until some certain time i didnt feel like dancing anymore. i didnt even dance on the podium : 0 . HAHAH, but yeah i had fun anyways :) sat down with marcus and all . oh and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KAHKIT :)

me and rainnee were looking for kahkit they all cause we hand over our bags to him. but we couldnt find him and i got so worried cause mah purse and all mah important stuff was inside mah bag. but finally , we found them and they were outside mardi , near jetty. [ EXHALED BREATH ]

latest news on the blog, [ cken and kyle were gays for the night ! ]

overall it was okay.

camwhored again . saw kahkit and all , and kahkit was so drunk :(

then, we chilled outside for awhile. chit chat . met loads of new friends . saw waileong & melvin too :D . my throat was so dry and i was craving for WATER. but i didnt want to go in cause it was crowded like hell and IT'S WEDNESDAY, how awkward. Well, cause normally wednesday's not a proper day to hit the clubs but since it was sunny's birthday, we sacrifised.

we were hanging around outside the whole entire time cause we didnt have the mood to dance anymore. i MEAN like i said, IT'S WEDNESDAY MAN. hahaah.

everyone in mardi was drunk . An unknown girl wanted to faint so i kinda helped her a lil bit.

i wasnt drunk that time, but my head hurts :/

i didnt feel well, so i went back with rainee around 2am.

came back home. mummy was still awake but i went to sleep around 3 in the morning. woke up around 10 ish cause i have the stupid crashcourse . just came back a while ago.

imma go eat my lunch now.

so have fun with the pictures :)

byeebyee.

Burn it -

2007-11-07T02:11:00.000-08:00

hello.

yeah, just came back from crashcourse.& it was okay i guess. my teacher serena went through my PMR maths paper and i got a pretty good result :) YAY !

SO YAH, abii's coming over to my place like in 30 minutes time. Can't wait to go out . we havent really decide where to go yet but i plan to dance and drink tonight . it's been long since i've touched chivas :D but the guys are driving so i can't seem to plan it myself :(

anyways, gotta go.

i have to take a long time to pick out my clothes for today.

toodles bitchess :)

PS : HANLUN'S BEING A HORNY BASTARD ! hahaha, i love you hannnnnnnn :) [ As a my teddy bear]

The end of it.

2007-11-06T21:37:00.000-08:00

hello. just woke up from my sleeping time (:

i got crashcourse today which sucks. my mum had to put me into this because she's AFRAID that i might suffer in form 4, i think it's true. ahhaa, but it's only 1 and a half hour so it's pretty okay.

anyways, might go for the click five with azlan they all or might go to mardigras, not sure yet.

oh yah before i end,

i just want to say i chose my real bestfriends already and you know what? i think it's not worth it being close friends with the other people because it doesnt bring me to good. just be friends with them is good enough with me. so yah, i'm happy i make my decision.

goodbye <3

Sit on the coaster with me , so i can hold you without any fear :)

2007-11-06T03:11:00.000-08:00

bryan and me :)

jeffrey :D

alexxx.

bryan and me again :) ahaha he look so cute.

him :)

hello.

woke up today around 12pm. suppose to meet up with weilun but he didnt turn up. then went to osc and meet up with sue jin, shih - shih, azlan, abii, joseph and kahkit. played foosball with them. went to dave's to eat my lunch. i ate salad cause i'm practically going on a diet. But the salad was such a BIG PORTION and i couldnt finish , so i shared with kahkit and sue sue.*Laughs. And it cost rm18 which is quite worth it (:

After that,

walked around for a bit and went back to osc again. saw many many people there as well. met up with huikwan , rainee & shu fern. we were getting a lil bored, so me, sue sue , azlan, kahkit and abii headed to jelutong to yumcha. later, we headed to rasta cause we all wanted to shisha . and yeah, im getting really addicted to shisha nowadays all cause of miss abigail kan yan yee . lol.

chilled there for awhile and azlan dropped us at ou around 4 something.

went to OSC again :/ so boring.

chilled there and then accompanied abii to get her lenses. met up with kahkit they all . went to the shades shop outside osc to take a look cause i'm out of shades eventually. ISH. but i didnt buy them cause the shades there are hideous , no offence (:

shih and all of us went to yipee cup and chill. met up with takkei, bryan they all . sat down, chit chat and stuff that we mostly do everyday . oh yah, and kahkit brought whisky and shih shih drank the whisky with blueberry bubble tea which tasted real good. and he was going mad like hell. haha.

around 7 , kahkit fetched me back and yeah here i am now waiting for my aunty to TA PAU dinner for me.

ps : i MIGHT go to the click five concert tmr and i cant wait. thanks to shiiiiiiih :D

<3

goodbye for now.

imma go eat dinner . tee-hee.

I wish you were a stranger , so i don't have to know you.

2007-11-05T08:18:00.000-08:00

hello.

SARCASTICLY IN ACTION NOW :D heh. & i don't know why.

anyways,

slept around 3 am yesterday as my usual time. woke up around 11 ish. got dressed & called abii to have lunch with me.

azlan picked me up around 1 something from my house. went to ou to fetch abigail and jun hui together-gether. decided to go to bangsar cause abigail wanted to shisha. yeah, she's a shisha freakkkkk man. sat down, talked, shisha-ed, eat and went to the curve . Azlan was craving for cupcakes, so we all went to the apartment . i LIKE the cupcakes there with the whipped cream on it :) deliciousness babeh.

and OMG, i saw my hairstylist in the restaurant and i think he saw me smoking . I JUST hope he wont tell my mum. And moreover, he was talking on the phone. But i assumed that he was talking to my mum but he didnt. later, my mum called me and i was in panicked. but in the end, she didnt mention about smoking or whatsoever. PHEW, HAK SE NGOH AH :) if that's how you spell it. LOL, yes imma banana , thankyouverymuch :/

After that, we were frigging bored so abii , azzy and jun wanted to go to rasta . before that i went home around 5 pm to get my mine clear. went online and watched '' because you said so'' staring mandy moore and diana keanton . a really good movie .

around 6 ish, got ready and waited for my driver to pick me up. then, went to the curve to meet up with jeffrey , bryan and alex. they were 10 minutes late and jeff told me that he will be reaching at curve before 8pm which he didnt ! *FROWNED. haha. we went to hartamas to shisha and it's my second time shisha-ing.

went to breakers after that. played foosball and pool. one of jeff's friends tagged along as well. and yeah i was feeling a lil dizzy , so i cant really concentrate on my aiming :( damnnn. i kinda suck in playing games. but foosball ... BOLEH TAHAN LAH. chill there for a while and camwhored (; said hi to marcus , line and george.

oh and i practically i was stonning the whole day , and i dont know why. I think it's my habit . i had fun lah in a way.

we took a drive to ss2 for a while and then went straight to rasta and eat around 11 plus . my dad picked me up and went home .

anywayyyyyy, imma go watch movie now on my laptop.

post the pictures up tmr .

PS : i just want you to tell me you love me, so i can be with you forever and never let go of you , NEVER. I promise i will be the girl that will never change and will never give up hope that easily. just say i'm a bird so i can fly with you forever <3

The easiest thing is to forgive you for what you have done. The hardest thing is to forget what you did.

2007-11-04T08:12:00.000-08:00

Oh and now you're telling me this kinda stupid things? i don't know man. i really like you alot , but i'm not in the LOVE STAGE yet . All i can say is you're beautiful in every way and i love that. i love it when you're smelling my hair at the back of my neck. I love it when you're kissing me on my wet lips . I love it when you always look into my eyes and prove everything about what you felt. and now you're telling me this bullshyt? i mean , yeah i need time to think. but whatever it is, No ones perfect but you're perfect to me and you're telling me that you ain't perfect? that's BULL .

And yeah i'm confused about other stuff but doesnt mean you're giving me troubles and confusions or whatsoever okay. i like you very much from the deepest cut .please dont say this kinda stuff about yourself like you're not good enough for me , or you just want me to be happy and you're scared that you will hurt me. i mean i have high confidence on you and i know that you are special to me . like you said, you really love me and you told me that i'm special too. you told me that you will never let go of me even though i broke the chain.

you told me that you will love me forever and you will never ever play me. And i melt. im so frigging confused cause yeah, like i said MY BRAIN'S NOT WORKING ! i can't freaking think. And honestly, you can melt a person easily. but you sure that you meant everything you said? well for me , i think you did. you are some angel that gives me guidance and courage to live my life happily . you are my angel (:

but for now, i need to think twice about what you told me on the phone. i was freaking shocked when you told me that. And i got many things to think about. why are you acting like that? please think bout what you said just now. im not hurt, NOOOOO. i'm just shocked. you didnt hurt me , dont worry :) it's just too shocking for me. tell me,boy.

love,

jessica .

My world was crushed into pieces & now i'm trying to fix it back .

2007-11-04T01:14:00.000-07:00

i'll be the one who will save you , i promise <3

just came back from youth service. we had carolling practice today and i had to do my solo part ! :( but i guess everything went well. then went out for lunch before that at neighbourhood . i ate fish head noodles :)

camwhored :D

yeah that's about it.

so yah ,fellow readers.

i wanna point out something. NOT BEING A SHOW OFF here okay. i used to be a judgemental girl. i judge people for no reason . and yeah i know i used to hate TONES AND TONES OF PEOPLE. but now i know what's life all about. i know what's wrong and what's right. i don't bitch about ppl that much already [ unless they bitch bout me lah] if i have a problem with someone, i WILL i mean WILL be a bitch . but otherwise, i will never act like a total bitch like someone :) in life, friendship and relationship , there will always be something that will break people's heart . sometimes it's hard to handle life . i like my life right now even though some immature people will do such things like that to me. but who cares? as long as i did the right thing, i wouldnt feel ashamed.

i love my friends now. i love him :) my friends and my loved one have been there for me the whole entire time. and the only thing that i hate most , is being weak in myself. i don't want to be weak. & im not weak at all. i can be strong if i want to. whatever needs , i will always be there to catch it and place it in my life. i will never tear my life into pieces and leave it on the ground just like that. i will appreciate it and cherish it no matter what .

i love this guy, and he loves me too. he broke down in front of me. he proved everthing about how he feel. and i was flattered. i felt that i was gonna melt like ice and my tears were streaming down on my face. i didnt know what to say, i was speechless cause i dont even know whether i have any feelings for him. but he proved everything . i mean, a girl knows whether the guy loves her or not , Riight? he's so special and i know he's the one for me. well anyway, i wanna look for the better, like i said :) and i'm totally over about me and miss jeslyn. it's so stupid , i know. i dont wanna catfight or whatever shyte. i careless :) i just love my friends, family , GOD and him . im just so frigging confused now about him . i just dont know what to do. it's like i'm stuck in hole and i cant find my way out.

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

and that's what i always think in my head before i sleep. i hope you 'll wait for me.

friendship and life?

i can deal with it. sometimes, i feel that im not perfect. i wanna be perfect but it's hard, it's fucking hard. excuse my vulgarity. but yeah, when i look at myself in the mirror, i will think that there's something wrong in me. i feel that there's something missing in my life. when i look up at the sky, there's always a dove giving me signs and giving me hope to be a better person. and i am a better person, i admit . i just don't wanna fall back cause if i fall back, who will be there to catch me? life's like a lemon that burns your cut and it's painful . i just want to be sweet like candy floss and nice like mandy moore. haha, i dont know where it came from. but yeah, i just want to fill my confidence and potentials in my life.

i cant breathe and i'll prolly be breaking down on the floor like earthquake.
i know i sound really weird , but this is all written by me and it's the truth. i feel like going to the ocean and take one big breath and release my weakness :) cause i feel weak sometimes when i'm a different person. but yeah, that's what i've been thinking after my oh so old attitude.

i love myself and my best friends :)

<3

Setting the pace (:

2007-11-03T07:52:00.000-07:00

<3

Shocked .

swaaaay (:

I'm clumsy cause i'm falling in love with you.

yummmy, spaghetti.

pizzzaaaa.

slept around 4 yesterday. much much earlier than yesterday :D
woke up around 12pm. abii and cken called me the minute i woke up. ate nasi lemak for lunch and maggi mee for my tea time. then, went online for a while. jeffy called me after that to accompany me . thank god he killed my boredoms :) lol.

mummy took me to buy my lenses after that. then, we went over to sylvia's place to get my nails done :) decided to paint it dark blue. yummmmmmm,slurp.

around 6 ish. went home and get dressed. rushed to the curve with mummy for dinner at marche'. super deliciously . i loveeeeee the fettuchini spaghetti with chicken and algredo sauce. many many varieties man. you guys should try it one day . you wont regret , i swear.

went shopping at the flea market. bought tones and tones of clothes. bought a casual dress too :) me and mum spend like almost RM300 weih. but the clothes there are reasonable and sexy . i was melting , haha.

around 10 ish, we went home and here i am.

anyhooos, those bitches are back again to take a revenge. so rebellious ! chill man jeslyn or whoever your friends are. like i said , spamming my blog is a childish thing. you guys are form4 / form5 . so yah, im a form 3 and i dont spam people's blog lahkay.

everyone hates you too if you notice tht. who cares if ppl hate me? i love myself this way and i learn my mistakes after tht. arent like you guys :)

HAHA, SUCKERSSS ;D