& friendship is something to treasure, but sometimes it's just so hard to handle it .

hello.

alright, woke up today. went ou, met up with friends. chilled in osc , played fooos with jason kok and some guy. something terrible happened today. and no, i dont wanna be specific . i have this friend. but i did something bad tht seriously went down the drain. and yes, i admit it's my fault. but she just dont understand me. i tried to explain, but she doesnt want to listen, what can i do bout it? anyways, screw it. i guess it's hard to find a friend tht can be more understanding. this world is tearing apart, and theres nothing we can do . i just wanna say, tht i want trust from somebody, and i want a friendship that's fun . all those laughters, ups, and downs between me and her, are all over.

friendships are way more important. and that's the fact. i don't wanna lose my friendship with someone just like that and the fact is , i don't wanna lose my friends that i really love. i mean who wants that kinda thing to happen? i don't.

i really love her and i trusted her a lot . but some friends, are just not understanding huh?

ahwell.

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